ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ

like die

i swear, abusive dads always have that “woe is me me me i’m a victim” mentality when their children don’t want contact with them . it’s crazy like you’re actually just a piece of shit honestly

i feel like if i was at least pretty maybe my life would be somewhat better. i’d rather someone to only like me for my looks than to be not liked at all omfg i just want to be wanted

okay i died but im back

get me out of here

yeaaa physical health 😭

life update: i’m in hospital, apparently i have adhd, i need to lose weight so i can successfully hang myself, im definitely okay

good morning <3

i ended up just looking at a bright screen

guys how do i stay awake i dont have any energy drinks and coffee is making me feel nauseous:(

my body is deteriorating 🫠

i’m surviving !!!!

i think it’s working :O

i MIGHT be dying

omg wei wuxian my beloved

i just i feel like shit

i actualyk have a blood pressure machine at home and it’s been normal! even when i went to the doctors and hospital all my vitals have been normal (they even did a brain scan)

it’s strange cuz i’ve never ever had a headache like this before

it’s refreshing ice cold

okay my friends are my friends and they don’t hate me

the new painkillers are definitely kicking in rn

i’ve had a really really really bad headache for almost two weeks to the point that i can’t see properly and blacking out etc and others symptoms and then painkillers weren’t working but they prescribed me some strong ones an

wowie

i kinda disappeared again, i’ve been really ill and was in hospital for some time

gonna take a gamble and have some garlic bread

i feel this

i’m hungry but i’m scared i’m going to throw it up, i’ve been ill these days

i want to buy some stickers and stuff to decorate my 3ds on taobao but there are so many options 😭

apart from me possibly dying my life is not eventful rn

okay