super secret alt

i dont want to get a bad person. if i did something wrong i want to ensure i prevent it from happening again. ive lost friends before and it's been my fault at times, but at least regardless i try to recognize what i need to improve on. what am i supposed to take out of this situation particularly?

a friend randomly blocked me on both discord and bluesky and gave zero reason. i get it if i come across as rash or that i don't have my shit together; i most certainly don't have it together. but a reason would be nice just to know where we stand and what i can do to improve.

further context; i was using it as a guest bed when friends stayed over. i would've never let them lay on this biohazard had i known.

BEHOLD; THE PISS MATTRESS. GAZE UPON THY YELLOW GLORY.

hey guys check out my old alcoholic roommate's piss mattress

she left it here after she moved out w her GF last year

i didn't realize it was this bad until i put baking soda and vinegar on the stains and saw yellow powder the next day

if you're reading this, jade, you're disgusting. genuinely.

hey terribly sorry if any of yall ever saw some heavy breakdown skeets from me here

genuinely pathetic of me lol

until federal mandates are made that squash us easily.

if she gets exiled from ExTwitter like Kanye I'm going to laugh until I cum

frosting pun

i don't know if this is making me feel better or tearing me apart more

i'm sitting in the same diner i took her for breakfast. chocolate chip pancakes were supposed to be our tradition.

fuck man fuck im in so much emotional pain i wish i could see her face again i just want to see her face again fuck fuck fuck i'm such a pathetic wreck

chappell roan

link wearing the Great Fairy mask in majora's mask

oh my god?

WHAT THE FUCK

do i feel comfortable voting Biden? no. but any other vote other than trump or biden is just going to them. my hands are fucking tied amongst a whole lotta other ppl's. biden's an asshole but trump literally scares me.

talking abt this btw. not a single response wanting to educate or discuss in a mature manner. why would we anyways if everyone's behind a fucking phone screen right guys

literally why I not only stopped using bluesky consistently but social media in general. literally the pancakes n waffles twitter meme.

oh wow, a response skeet encouraging others to vote for the lesser evil in America after France managed to get the left in power. i hope no one responds with unhinged emotionally-charged bullshit.

*far leftists proceed to cannabilize those who agree with them in the responses, again*

what

who wanna get sloppy here

what's up girlies

honey i'm high and i don't even see it

south park is funny

not everything is a hit but they're funny to me and that's what matters

wish they'd remember that themselves from time to time

it often feels like online they just cannabilize each other

both sides get so emotional and so competitive and no one can stay collected or professional

ive seen so many online interactions where our side looks horrible just because the people engaging take the conservatives' bait and give them the exact emotional reaction they're fishing us for

fuck

i don't wanna be bitter i really don't wanna be bitter i just hate that everything is such a pissing contest over who's more progressive in left-wing communities and it just makes me wonder if the reason conservatives have been getting their way is because we suck so bad at responding to conflict

"i don't need to look it up because i know enough already"

"i don't want to debate with you i just want you to shut the fuck up"

then their moots join the bandwagon clowning me without any intent on debating or hearing me out calmly like i did with them

fucking

braindead

fuck this community

this wasn't even like a hot-button issue this was straight up just me debating that the GTA 6 hacker wasn't innocent

suddenly it was spun into "so you think autistic ppl should be given life sentences for stupid video game hacks"

like no dumbass maybe look into who you're defending first

i had to deal with several idiots on my main actively telling me they didn't need to read an article because they already presumed i was wrong and needed to shut the fuck up anyways

if they were conservatives they would've been destroyed for not that, yet because they're left-wing it's ok??????????