Clari@ I Missed My Friends

Okay yeah unless the email is stuck in the void I lost the lottery. Not a total loss since I saw an urgent email entirely because I was baby sitting the inbox all day...better luck in general sales I guess

No lotto email yet but until the account announces they're all sent I'm not losing hope.

I already have a flight and hotel booked cause I wanted to get that done before people got their tickets to get better rates and availability...ill just refund the hotel and change the flight to visit my brother if im unlucky

My potential budget for if I get to go to Fanfest is ballooning to the point im gonna ask my parents "hey im totally fine with no physical presents this Christmas if that money is instead used to help me survive in California for two days"

For all the aggravation the "multiplayer" part of this game causes me, moments like this make me glad its not a single player RPG.

a hamster with a pink bow on its head ALT: a hamster with a pink bow on its head

I just had my neighbor in FF14 be like "omg I'm so glad to see you I was hoping you still played cause I hadn't seen you in awhile" and I realized they actually noticed the month long absence I had in the game and I just...man my actual neighbor wouldn't notice if I was gone that long...

Had to stop what I was doing getting my Halloween mounts for the lizards last minute to make this

congratulations graha tia

Im not exactly shocked given what I saw other neurodivergent women say but still a man.jpg moment to see that email in your inbox

Just got denied for egg donation because of "genetic and social history and FDA guidelines"

Also this is the first animated movie ive seen in years where I came out of it like "this deserves an Oscar nom" and is also the movie ive seen least likely to get it.

Actual footage of me seeing Chainsaw Man movie as someone who read the volumes its based on, and the guy I was sitting next to who told me he only binge watched the anime the night before

Too late, Batman. Once this Tylenol floods the city's water supply, my wiki won't run out of editors ever again

Also because of said post surgery depression I have no idea what's going on with the terms of service stuff or whatever I guess I missed some stuff hte past few days

Really wish someone had told me about how common depressive episodes are after surgery...this last week has been miserable.

those beautiful naked women have made a compelling argument i am going to steer this ship into the rocks

I hate that inbetween stage after surgery where you're healed enough people expect you to do things again, but you're still dealing with chronic pain and general bodily weirdness...can I please just skip to the part where I'm all better.

Currently waiting to see if insurance will pay for me to get corneal cross linking to stop the deterioration but I'm not holding my breath tbh

I've always been an advocate for accessibility but having my eyesight begin failing really taught me how little it takes to be inaccessible... a few days ago I completely burnt a microwave meal to a crisp cause I read "1:30" as "4:30".

since i'm seeing a bit of a resurgence of fancy unicode fonts recently, a gentle reminder: screen readers generally cannot read anything written with fancy characters properly. please consider not using non-standard unicode characters as fonts in your posts to make them more accessible for all. ❤️

booooo 🍅 🍅 🍅

by age 30 you should have:

* strong opinions about birds
* 12 different "when i get time" projects on indefinite hiatus
* sandwich(es) you fruitlessly yearn to have again
* a growing list of obituaries you're looking forward to reading
* parasocial friendships with other people's pets

God between my time in the hospital and the fact im nervous to play live games when Im in recovery means I am so far behind on my relic weapons in FF14 compared to everyone else. Im usually the first one done among my friends but not this step ;_;

a red and black illustration of yotsuyu sitting in front of a red moon surrounded by spider lily flowers

yotsuyu goe brutus #ffxiv

Did not realize the movie Cars was uma musume for Americans

Also everything is looking good and ill probably be home by evening but this is my longest stay in a hospital since I was a toddler so Im very not used to it.

I've been in the hospital for the past few days cause my appendix decided it hated me and man... I was thinking I was getting burnt out on FF14 but when I'm separated from ym computer for extended periods im like "man i miss my Lala"

Best part about my birthday being when it is is I get fireworks in FF14 on my birthday every year.