polychroma

WE HAVE A JOB NOW we decorate cakes at tha groshee storeeeee it’s fun but also annoying and dumbbb but it could be worse bwabwabwa ‼️

woaaaaa bark bark bark bark bark bark ‼️

oh update on this situation though at the very least, i did get my first unemployment payment so i paid my insurance for next month in time 🕺

i'm like well if you look at THIS LETTER RIGHT HERE FROM THE PLACE THAT TOWED MY CAR it says that it has been in their possession since SEPTEMBER!!!!!! and the dmv is like ummmm but that's not from your insurance. GIRL ITS NOT GONNA BE THEY DIDNT TOW MY CAR

& nobody fuckin knows how to help me bc i had property insurance but not collision insurance (i hadnt ever been in an accident before and i didnt have the extra money) so my insurance won't give me a letter of disposition and the dmv wont take the statement from the lot saying its impounded

i really feel like being an adult should come with a manual bc what do you mean i am fighting the dmv over cancelling insurance in april 2025 on a car that i haven't had in my possession since september 2024

and my insurance payment is due on the 31st 💕 peace and love

i am signed up to do doordash and uber eats deliveries but first of all i need gas and also if i make any income i have to report it and then they can decide to give me Less money, of which i will already not be getting very much

i currently have 💕$25💕 in my bank account while i wait for DES to figure out if they're giving me unemployment pay or not after my layoff earlier this month (following like 3 weeks of little to no work hours) which is so super cool

Update for the crowd, this was apparently a complete misunderstanding. There’s other shit going on we do need to address but they are Not dating

Context these are friends from a server I mod, I’m not like generally hanging around 17 year olds. And also I messaged the 17y/o to be like hey please be careful and think about this situation, it’s not appropriate. (Other friend is messaging 22y/o bc they’re closer)

22 year old friend apparently dating 17 year old friend was not on my bingo card. What the hell

team "yeah i'm technically a fictive but if you ask me about it i'll chop your balls off"

also if the brain could cut it out that would be fucking fantastic. -fi

why the hell does bluesky have verification now

popped in to talk to the friends in my friend’s dc server and they went like oriiiiii and hi ori! :) and it was sweet. made me feel appreciated 🌌

experiences

is been mostly Daze and Benji the past like two days I guess brain said aaaaaaahhhh too much anxiety DO A SILLY ONE INSTEAD 🔥🕺🕺🕺🕺‼️ FARR

Someone did dumb stupid digging the other day which is bad and triggered us but now a couple of us who have been dormant for like 2 years have risen from the fuckin dead lmao hiiiii ‼️ FARR

NO sad posting this time I wish I could dance really fast like that little like green stick man dancing really fast emote we use all the time on discord also I don’t know what emote to use to sign off I would just use ‼️ but we use it as punctuation too much‼️‼️ I can just do name that’s fine‼️ FARR

Been so anxious and nauseous the past couple days 😖 heart palpitations and restless energy all day. I think it’s probably related to trying to get a car. Hopefully it’ll even out soon 🦴

I would really prefer to stop fronting when we’re trying to work… everything is too much and I just want to go somewhere dark and quiet, but I can’t. 🌙

Well. We’re not panicking anymore but it was one of those moments of “oh. Oh I am at work. Have we been actively working or just sitting here?”

Benefits of working from home: we can wear headphones and smoke CBD while we work to Calm The Fuck Down

I am still at work for 3 & 1/2 hours we don’t have TIME for this shit rn

Help girl I am working myself into a panic attack I think

Man one thing that sucks about being less uhh covert to ourselves is that fuckin hypnosis doesn’t work anymore bc the brain is too loud all the time. We used to be able to use hypnosis to fall asleep and we can’t anymore

Reading helped, by the way. Proud of Eli for finding a solution, even if the day feels a bit wasted. 🌌

Gonna fucking read???? I guess?????? But I don’t want to bc it’s already almost 7:30 the weekend is almost over. Fucking ugh ♠️

I tried to draw bc I was trying to like. Kick shit into a better gear. And it didn’t really go lmao just kind of made me more pissed ♠️