🔴DesZeppelin ⏹▶️

Congrats! Keep crushing it 🍾

I put so much effort into my stream and being consistent. I think this is what has made it possible for me to pull back in my off stream time

I feel you. It’s been a really rough start to the season. Charles deserves better

I feel my stream is actually improving without me hovering over every lil detail

I feel relieved and curious to see what other improvements I can make

What have been your best methods for improving your stream?

Getting my mind off stream, and NO notifications

Is one of the best systems I have created for myself

I was frying my dopamine receptors and going numb

Now I feel more human and my interests outside of stream are strengthening

I LOVE my stream, I just don’t want to live it 24/7

I’m working on a new game for my chat for May

I have quite a few original games

I love to find ways to create a dynamic and engaging chat room

I think it entertains everybody

Those who want to play

Those who want to watch

Most importantly myself 🤘

A wrestling ring containing 4 rooster avatars preparing to get ridiculous

Who is ready for the weekend?!

Swing by my chat room for adults if you need a distraction topped with ridiculous shenanigans 🐔

😎

I think we are really an industry that is so immersed in the flight or fight that it can overtake our lives if we don’t have a system to help process all the emotions, all the expectations, all the reactions, and all the survival skills we utilize to get by. Be good to yourself 💓

It’s worth the effort. It transcends. A regularly sleep routine helps me so much. It trains the body and mind to rest and let go so once we enter sleep we are peaceful. Our well being and enjoyment from life depends on it ❤️

Nice!!!

Love that color on you. Have a great stream!

Great sleep is key to everything! Enjoy your day!

Hugs! It’s not an easy task 💚

🦕🦖❣️

Decompressing from stream is essential

I’m so thankful for my peaceful routine

It’s taken a lot of edits and experiments to get here

So worth it

Life is wild. It’s important to keep the mind and emotions clear and stay on our toes

So much volatility

Stay sane everyone

So goood. Yes!

Then proceed and just do the best you have in this moment

10% of our best intentions out perform better than any amount of our worst intentions / lack of awareness any day

Drink some water, step outside and get some fresh air if you can, take the moments to regroup

and now go do what's needed

We all feel it

This moment where we just don't know how to take the next step forward

We are tired, we are anxious, we are doing our best to maintain our sanity

Slow Down....... for a few minutes OK

Put on a concert from youtube, SO MANY there

Enjoy yourself for a few moments

Absorb the vibe

A four book series Otherland by Tad Williams, Sci Fi at its best!

Books: Mastery of love, Voice of Knowledge, The Zen Koun, Zen Keys

Finally finished an epic reading adventure last night! 📚

If you love Sci Fi I highly recommend Otherland! EPIC!!!

Now I’m heading into mastery of love, ❤️ knowledge, and zen 🧘‍♀️

I read 15 min to 1 hour every night before bed

It’s been a peaceful respite that calms my mind and soul for sleep 🛌

Feb Highest Single Tip of the Month WINS a virtual music date with des! 💘

We can watch a concert online together, or we can take turns playing each other music 🎶

Just you and des 😎

Via Discord or private MFC Club. Whatever is easiest for you 🤩

Non XXX offering 🤘

Self awareness is key

Thankfully I have that on my side

Once I solve these histamine flair ups/ rosacea I’ll be unstoppable 😝

Thankful I’m making progress on all fronts

That keeps me moving forward and finding peace ✨

One day at a time

What are your autistic experiences?

I enjoy lots of alone time so that gives me more time for practice

Sensory issues, I’ll continue to make my environment feel safe and comforting, my new weighted blanket has been a savior

I now at least have a clue why I feel so awkward and don’t understand so many th things 😀 things

Anybody else down the rabbit hole of self diagnosing autism 🙃

So many of my behaviors are listed so clearly it’s so freaky

The only way I manage things like this is just simply lean in and find my strengths

I thrive with routine and repetitive actions and my guitar practice is excelling

MY NEW GUITAR has been fully funded!

Learning guitar has been one of the most challenging and satisfying experiences of my life!

I cannot wait to get it in my hands

I'm so STOKED!!!!!!!!

and so very very grateful!

A black Tim Henson Signature Acoustic Guitar as part of a crowdfunded goal on Throne Wishlist

Feeling grateful for all of the guitar support in my life 🤘🎸

This recent contribution put us over half way there!!! 😎

I don’t quite fully grasp the connection yet but I can say that learning Japanese helps me learn guitar and vice versa, underlying daily meditations make the trifecta

Where will this take me?

Who knows

I’m grateful for enjoying this ride so much

❤️‍🔥

I will remind anybody who is in a position where they have so many others energies and actions pointed at you

That it’s imperative you have a grounding and regulating plan to detach from and simultaneously manage a shield of some sort to protect your peace

Chaos is inevitable

Journaling just doesn’t scratch that itch for me

I’ve tried! 😅

The tension to just want to word vomit all over the place

The anguish and agony of wanting to express freely without it triggering somebody

I think that’s why learning the guitar is so powerful for me

I want to learn how to express myself through sound and ambience

It’s tingling my cells