juni is lost downstairs |-/ clancystardust

I can't do this anymore

03.03.2026 21:17 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I can't

03.03.2026 21:16 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I want to get better so bad but I don't even have hope.

03.03.2026 18:54 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Doing it, makes me look down upon society's standards, so maybe I created my own reason why people can't love me. Because I don't want to accept the fact that the reason is my illness. But how do I get out of this? I say that I don't care but it does make me feel really bad and ashamed and guilty.

03.03.2026 18:53 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

More or less consciously I don't seem to try to protect myself.

03.03.2026 18:53 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Maybe I let people touch my body because I believe I deserve to feel bad. But I feel like I'm in control. It's an illusion of having control over why and when I'm hurt. But I'm not really in control anymore. It started to be more passive. I just let it happen.

03.03.2026 18:53 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Full moon today and I just got my period and I'm dying here

03.03.2026 12:15 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I don't even have a plastic bottle to fill with warm water I'm going to cry it hurts so much

03.03.2026 11:06 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Omg I'm in so much pain this period 😭

03.03.2026 10:56 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Another day if bedrotting. Please set me free o can't do this anymore

02.03.2026 19:22 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Lovely, thank you mae

02.03.2026 17:56 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Okay, thanks

02.03.2026 17:56 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I still need an answer btw

02.03.2026 17:54 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0

Can I call mental illness a chronic condition???

02.03.2026 17:03 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 1

I want my whimsy back :(

02.03.2026 16:55 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

me af

02.03.2026 16:54 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Yeah, slow down my love

02.03.2026 16:53 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

What the fuck

02.03.2026 16:50 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

NO ONE OF MY FAV CHOCOLATES TASTES DIFFERENT

02.03.2026 16:07 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I think I will cancel today

01.03.2026 11:34 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I knew it would make me feel bad later. And I do feel bad already.

01.03.2026 04:16 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I didn't even want this and I still went with it

01.03.2026 04:15 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Why am I like this

01.03.2026 04:08 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Thank you, that's not exactly what I meant but still appreciate it<3

01.03.2026 04:06 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Mmm bad coping mechanisms that trigger me and make me feel bad yes this is exactly what we want

01.03.2026 04:01 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

No.. that was sarcasm

28.02.2026 17:53 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

Wow I'm such a great friend...

28.02.2026 17:43 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0

German oomfs, does anyone know the procedure of getting checked in to the psychiatric hospital? 👁️👄👁️

28.02.2026 14:08 — 👍 7 🔁 0 💬 5 📌 0

Can I get the cat gif? :(

27.02.2026 20:05 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

How do I say "I love you" to my friends without them thinking I'm doing something bad

27.02.2026 20:01 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

Posts by juni is lost downstairs |-/ (@clancystardust.bsky.social)