Seal | Curiouscat 🐈

Nice! It seems to be working fine for me now 😁👍

Ok. I was enjoying egge until every single time I opened it got me stuck in an update screen.

I am not feeling good about the stuff I have to do this week. I wish I could just forget about it until it goes away.

After I posted this I passed out at my desk and then thought I had commented on it before I crawled in bed and took a 3 hour nap but apparently I did not

I was so worn out earlier that I passed out while sitting in a park bench at a secluded pond. Like I just sat there and I closed my eyes for a second and opened them 30 minutes later.

How do art people casually go to critique as if it isn't an invitation for everyone in the world to stomp you to death for creating something badly.

I feel like I'm kind of just doomed in this art class. I picked it up as an easy credit but I didnt realize how much of it relied on other people in the class being able to read your mind.

Auuughh it's pouring.... Not looking forward to walking in that.

I am curiouscat on egge. Putting it under my pinned in case that app sticks around or anyone wants to add me on there.

I'm afraid to start using it seriously bc this app definitely seems like it isn't going anywhere and I am less certain about trusting apps that spring up out of nowhere. Worried it will become like the huddle situation. It is very nice though so far.

I will say though that the egge ui really reminds me of the TL/Vent 2 UI. I don't hate it but things are in strange places, like account searching being in the messaging tab. That's ok though I can adjust to it I suppose.....

*emerges from a new app covered in blood* unfamiliar UI.....

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This is probably all I will say on it since it about sums things up. Just breaks my heart and I know it breaks his.

Typing this is making me cry even though I didn't think I would last night. It's just hard to be reminded that all of those years really did add up. She was a really sweet little dog and she will be missed.

3 spent the last few days being near her as much as possible and came home for his lunch break to play more music and hold her just a few hours before she passed, and she enjoyed listening to him play even though she was already starting to drift off.

She loved to sit and listen to him play his guitar and the piano and any other instrument he could get his hands on. It didn't matter how restless or uncomfortable she was, as soon as she heard him play or sing she would relax and fall asleep, and she loved being near him more than anything.

He took off work today and built an honest to god flower bed for her, with bright yellow flowers in it and a nice wooden base. She loved springtime because her eyesight wasn't very good and she could just shuffle around sniffing flowers.

3's 15 year old chihuahua passed away last night around midnight. It was something that we all knew was probably going to happen sooner than later, since she had really started to decline in the last few weeks, but it's still hard.

Animal death tw for this post thread (not graphic)

I think I'm going to skip class today. Had a kind of intense night last night and I need to relax a little bit.

Ohh... I do miss friends only posting very bad. I am curiouscat on there if anyone wants to add me. Idk if I'll do anything yet but I will check it out

2 research papers due this week that I have not started. Awssome.

Im too nervous to join the new social media everyone is talking about. Lmk if it is actually worth it.

I hope one of my professors explodes

It's going bad to be completely honest but I think it's just a matter of time before it gets good again. Probably.

Idk. I am not sold on religious institutions but I hope there's some version of the afterlife that allows my uncle to know how much everyone misses him.

doing homework and listening to tmg and thinking about how much I miss people that aren't in my life anymore. Man.

Giant coffee save me

Even though I definitely missed him at the age where I needed him. I think I am in a better place now than I would have been if all my childhood wishes had come to fruition.