Orion Rose

I've tried it before but without friends and relatives that can watch share etc, I never get traction and can barely get any views at all. Besides there's the paranoia problem...since I've been a victim of stalking in the past, it gets difficult to search for online presence.

How does an introvert with social anxiety, slightly paranoid and mistrustful of everyone, that prefers animal company than human and avoids human contact as much as possible, was born to love singing and want to be in a metal band?.

It's freaking impossible! How am I supposed without connections😭?

Despite the nervousness and the "stage fright"/"scenic panic" or whatever you'd like to call it. I love being on stage so much. I only wish it wasn't an end of semester recital but an actual concert... I would be extremely nervous, but I'd also be so happy.

I NEED TO BE IN A METAL BAND!!😭😭😭

Aah yes...ready for my recital to be a hot steaming pile of nothing today... Hopefully I won't have to take class with kids ever again.

Why am I always being chased / have to run away from someone-thing in the very few dreams I am able to remember?

Can't I remember a dream where I'm sitting in a cloud drinking tea with a unicorn or something??

I'm tired of being "important" for the resistance. At least let me fight then, dammit!

Giving up on writing on a notebook is fine, my hand eventually cramps and hurts anyway...but not being able to write on at least a keyboard is kind of hell.

Thank you back, for making it almost impossible for me to sit more than a couple of minutes so I can't write shit 😒 (or play some videogames)

Does anyone else suffer from buyers remorse...even when buying things they really, really, REALLY need???

Or is it just me??🙃

Noooooo!! Why now that I'm so broke?!

I mean Yeeeeeeeeeeess!! A DC Christmas album sounds so neat!

But Noooooo! My wallet!!!!

I was listening to this and thought "are empaths, Sin Eaters?"

Sin Eaters take "all your sins", which could be an equivalent to negative energy. I don't know if all empaths can, but there's those that can also transmute energy in top of picking up on it, right?

youtube.com/watch?v=QvPS...

I found Neptune at first glance before I even actually looked at the image. I guess is fitting for a Pisces.

Thanksgiving is such a weird celebration...I never know if one should feel good about thanking for what we have...or feel bad because many years ago people came from other continents to search for riches to take for themselves, and exploit the people that lived here.
Oh, right! I don't celebrate it

According to YouTube music, my music this year has been: "Electrifying, exaggerated, emotive..." And also heavy metal.

Nice.

So... I've forgotten how to do this :/.

I haven't been active in social media since highschool, and that was back when FB was the most popular platform.

I will try my hardest to get back into it but I don't know where to start. I don't even know if this is okay >_<