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bandage bled from the pressure why don't you take it easier, one step at a time start from the dresser i hope you find something you want to wear this time caught you red-handed i saw you picking up dollar b

sidenote please listen to bandage holy shit on.soundcloud.com/9GwOCt1zLLEQ...

it is also our favorite of our own songs across most of the system, which is like. crazy to me because bandage and the tallest tree in the woods and the great silence and grass and *** ** ****** ** **** all exist

WET DRY WORLD is definitely the most ester song we’ve released. i did like basically everything on that song. we normally collaborate a lot between ourselves but wet dry world is MINE

google maps is so fucking pessimistic about my walking speed. actually my biggest hater

🦋 it seems bug nation is on the up and up…..

Oh my god fine i’ll bite . Siri what is new york city

bro is a grass hopper

2. Emotionally Limited Parents Misread Neurodivergence as Defiance Neurocomplex traits often get pathologized in emotionally rigid households. Curiosity becomes backtalk. Sensory sensitivity is framed as overreacting. Executive dysfunction gets labeled as laziness. These misinterpretations aren't just invalidating— they're identity-shaping. Over time, kids absorb the belief that being different equals being difficult.

This is also about school.

top right is so true

in case u were wondering what dusk took from this whole experience

i should prob go to bedddds

that trip taught me that i really do need to let go of the body sometimes (its a shame that lsd also does make it harder to dissociate but like idrc about that rn)

i will say the host switch has definitely pretty firmly locked in now. i think naami is definitely going to be the first name i give to people over ester now. which makes a shit ton of sense but like it took forever for me to finally feel comfortable enough to let go of the body fully.

i want to make the world a better place for people like me. i want to create something that people can connect with and see themselves in (and maybe even Find themselves with :3c)

what im trying to say is: that lsd afterglow really do make us spill all our core values on social media

it’s really really heartbreaking to me that the people most interested in learning and observing things about the world are also usually the most hurt and dismissed

dude i don’t know how to do bits anymore i forgot

thought: i think this has taught me that the main difference between neurotypical ppl and neurodivergent people is that neurotypicals can just kinda immediately accept what they percieve about the world as it is and don’t really seek understanding in the same way we do, while i am eternally curious.

this kinda sounded mean and pejorative the way i put it initially but i mean moreso that my chess playstyle revolves so heavily around mindgames. i feel like lsd gave me a much better understanding of how the average neurotypical thinks and i think im way better off for it

i also understand chess a lot better on the virtue that i understand what having a brain is like a lot better now

camp boneyard 4 performer application form your response has been recorded

we ball

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this is the only phrase i can put the past 8-ish hours into

tried acid for the first time and realized that the brain link is real

you know when a company is TOO personal? most companies are going in the opposite direction of this but i am specifically thinking about sweetwater and how they always need you to talk to one of their sales representatives

the guns feel so good to control. i don’t need the rest of the game the firing range is everything to me

sorry for the crass tweet it’s just the only way to describe it

this is about battlefield 6

#ileakedalittle