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I think I'm finally coming back down to myself. body is still laggy and speaking is slow but im hoping going to bed will help with that because I need to drive to work in the morning;;

Finally we can share our piece for the Bleach zine! 🎨✨
It’s Nell — such a deep character, yet so abandoned by Kubo 😭
Fingers crossed the anime gives her the place she deserves.

I! I hope so! me and my sister are pretty sure it was one based on what I described and what hers are like. so if it happens again she's dragging me by the ear to the hospital but for now the posticle/postdrome is crazyy

I dont have health insurance so im hoping this is just one seizure singular because I do not have the time or money for epilepsy (it runs in the family)

I meant to put mkre on here. gaining my ability tk read and comprehend back. slowly

cotton balls in my head

I feel. interesting. so if im extra incomprehensible it's because I had a seizure(?)

I feel like potatoes in my brain. and legs

I'm describing everything I've been feeling for the last couple hours since waking up from that and it's nail on the head with how hers are like. maybe I should have stayed groggy on the living room floor so she could have seen if something happened

you are 100% right as a fellow artist, my shit did not improve until I was willing to do the boring hand studies or the boring pose and perspective studies!

sister thinks I had a seizure based on her experience

when is the move? (u can answer privately if u want if you dont want that info out there)

after some searching an extreme drop in blood sugar seems to be the suspect. perhaps my fasting schedule needs to be adjusted, and then actually EAT once fasting hours are over. I was JUST bragging about how well the fast was going today too

the nausea has mostly gone down but the vertigo is strong and my leg HURTS. and it was such a good day as far as pain goes too

ok! dont know what that was. felt really good then got slammed with vertigo, nausea, and dread. went to lay down, passed out for 15 minutes, and woke up with my body shaking and heart racing and I feel like all my limbs are super heavy. I guess I'll?? take it easy the rest of the day??

THE
WHITE contacts. I actually love these like, a lot. they're UV reactive so they glow under black light which might be fun at conventions too

ok I have to be bullied into working on my costume today I've only got until Halloween to finish

getting the gunmetal silver necklace for thr sake of matching with vessel is a gamble since i. dont wear silver. but 2 of my nose piercings are silver because I can't be bothered to change a high nostril so we'll see how it looks when it gets here

late to bed again. perhaps I should shut up and finish eating so I can go to bed 💀

the chashu in my ramen is actually so tender today and not like, rancid???? give whoever prepped a raise or something

the year is 1873 and luci has sent probably his hundredth letter out on a dove going nowhere. hes sure hes on his deathbed now, if only the man society wouldn't let him have knew how he felt

the man "society" didn't let him have:

I SCREAMED yeah thats him actually . screenshotting this for his character sheet LSGDHFNFKGK

tha nks🖤 hes a professional yearner i fear, art had to match the vibe

thats enough art from me for a few more months I think

I saw ghost twice and it changed me !! drew these in July for the first time in actual years of not picking up a pencil. I don't remember if I posted them but have some messy shit while I'm thinking about art

just imagine the rest of him idfk

this is as far as I got like 2 months ago before giving up. here's luci i guess, except he doesn't have wings i just thought it would be pretty

would love to draw again

art is such a beaiutfoul and wonderful thing lm thos woarld.....(ifollowed the artist)

PERFEXT ITS WHAT I WOULD HAVE IMAGINED