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@smallumbreon.bsky.social

where i go to not have a tough girl persona

12 Followers  |  12 Following  |  55 Posts  |  Joined: 26.07.2025
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It’s incredibly toxic to be so miserable that you need to see others just as miserable as you in order to like them

06.01.2026 17:56 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

The audience here lately has been really cool and seems to be annoyed or subpost whenever I seem happy and it’s so irritating

06.01.2026 17:55 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

bada bing

06.01.2026 17:55 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

They took it as me being privileged, but wtf no!! Let’s trade places!!!! It’s so annoying for randoms to try and spin a narrative with your thoughts. They need to read the posts I’ve made crying about this for the past few days lmfao

13.10.2025 11:09 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I think like the hottest it gets there is nothing past 90 I’d like to see them try to last 10 minutes, I’m dumping out all my tea and having my own boston tea party

13.10.2025 10:29 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Tried to talk on here about how I’m dying with no AC and people in the UK made fun of me. ITS 100 DEGREES FAHRENHEIT OUTSIDE HERE

13.10.2025 10:28 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Not bitching today I’m just vibing :3

10.10.2025 08:01 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

maybe I’d talk to u if you weren’t emotionally abusive

04.10.2025 23:50 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I should get therapy but I’m not ready to talk to anyone. I’ve just been silent

07.08.2025 02:03 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

All my cousin did who tried to make it seem like being gay would make my bro do horrible things to my baby in an effort to β€œprotect me” was retraumatize me and think about horrible people who HAVE done terrible things to me

07.08.2025 02:02 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I’ve lost 7 pounds in 7 days

07.08.2025 01:09 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

If I didn’t have a kid dude

07.08.2025 01:07 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Told my parents that my family makes me want to kms and I got no reply

07.08.2025 01:07 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

So like idk for 3 days I’ve barely even felt alive and when I do feel alive it’s just pure rage, so so much rage. I wish I could just be free and say I don’t care but I do. One day it won’t hurt so bad <3

05.08.2025 01:23 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I should be able to call you, I should be able to text, I should feel comfortable enough to talk to you like family. But if I’m only noticed when I make noise online they’re about to never know silence again. The whole town hates them now

05.08.2025 01:21 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

And the only way I can talk to my family are fucking Facebook posts😭 like that’s the only way they acknowledge me. I’ve been posting like 3 posts a day, paragraphs long about how fucking disgusting they all are. But guess what? They work. People yell at them. AS THEY SHOULD. But why is it like this?

05.08.2025 01:21 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Like bitch?? Who the fuck do you think you are?? They’re my family, not yours. Your behavior is fucking disgusting and I’m finally letting my family know it. I hope they make the right call and choose the girl they raised over some annoying bitch they met 3 years ago. Also fuck u don’t touch my bday

05.08.2025 01:17 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

And now she wants to try and erase me from family records and is like β€œwell I’ll try and have our baby on her (my) birthday” so I’m literally unleashing complete wrath on her and my family for 1. being so secretive behind my back and 2. prioritizing them

05.08.2025 01:15 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I hate my brother’s wife so much when they first started dating she would take pics with MY cat Milo and say in captions β€œI love my baby so much <33 hope he comes and lives with us” oh my GOD I LOST MY MIND ON HER. BITCH THAT IS MY CAT

05.08.2025 01:12 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

My brother’s bitch wife is instead of telling him β€œyou’re having a daughter, you should fucking apologize to your sister” is telling him to cut my mom off from them when I’m telling her I’m done with her as well. What a dumpster fire Jesus Christ

05.08.2025 01:12 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

They have chosen to completely ignore my baby all because I didn’t distance myself from the bro that lives with me all bc he’s gay. Like. What the fuck. I would never, and I’m not siding with homophobes. And why take this out on my 1 yr old baby? He was only 2 months old when this all happened

05.08.2025 01:12 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

For context: my family was like β€œwe don’t wanna talk to you or your brothers anymore” but behind my back have been loving the one brother who thinks it’s funny for his sister to get assaulted and I found out so much was happening behind my back, I lost my fucking lid oh my godddd

05.08.2025 01:09 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Instead of apologizing to me for laughing at how 17 year old me was r worded by a teacher at my school he has cut my mom out of his life or is trying to. What a pathetic and cowardly piece of shit

05.08.2025 01:07 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

In 48 hours my whole family fell apart and I’m like finally not going completely thru it anymore but this stress made me get my period 3 weeks early I’m suing

05.08.2025 01:05 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I do love myself but man. Thank god I’m not struggling anymore because this would just devastate me

01.08.2025 04:27 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

How can you love yourself when even your own family doesn’t love you

01.08.2025 04:26 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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31.07.2025 01:08 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I’m mostly upset that my family, aunts uncles and cousins are welcoming their baby with open arms but punishing mine and ignoring him. It makes me so fucking sick and angry. So I’ve just been a lunatic all day

29.07.2025 23:42 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I also told her to hold that shit in because if they also try to take my birthday away from me when my homophobic family already has (wedding anniversary + cousin was born on my bday) I’m gonna lose my fucking mind. Like I said hold that shit in girl I will lose it

29.07.2025 23:40 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

So I put my whole family on blast once again back in my hometown circle because the last time I did this like 7 affluent people went off on them. Because they’re dumb and I actually worked my ass off and had srs connections before I was even 21

29.07.2025 23:40 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0