Nui ✨️

Its sad when you discover things about your parents or family they hid from you your whole life that you cant look at them the same way anymore.

I love taking myself out on a date. 🥰

Now that I envision my future like that and not for survival, I can never see my future appealing to men, my whole life i was trained to have to appeal to men to be able to survive and sold a false premise of marriage being apart of a womans identity, now I can say fuck it lmfao 💯

My whole life i thought I had to sacrifice my life to have someone love me, and be an obedient housewife to secure being safe in the future. I am glad I have a good career, education, and lots of skills that I can be the first woman in my family to not rely on that, 😁 and instead I can be provider 🫶

I feel really self conscious sharing anything lately kinda just wanna delete everything idk I feel like a shell of person

I sculpted this candle holder lizard yesterday

My girlfriend always makes such amazing food for me. And I made my first fire this weekend (not pictured, it was the morning after)

LMAO YOURE SO GOOD

Fuckkkk I wish this was me

WHY DO YOU LOOK FOR THE LIVING AMONG THE DEAD?

I luv nature

San francisco adventures so far 🐶

The new dumb album by Flume has a special place in my heart always ❤️

Keep thinking about Japan and im feeling so happy doing things for me for once. No wonder why I was so sad for a long time sacrificing my life for people who did not appreciate all I did . I am so thankful to finally prioritize myself :) !!

I feel like my blonde era is over. I wanna be dark and edgy... I havent had my natural hair color since I was 18

Wanting to go back to my natural hair color... thinking of getting a chop soon 🤔

Working harddd

Im so happy I got to meet dirtmonkey multiple times 😁 (ran from my pottery studio session to go haha)

Its bittersweet but I have wanted to go to Japan my whole life. Im just glad I finally got to go after so much of my life was waiting for the right time :)

To give context: I was promised over and over again that I would get to go to Japan with friends or loved ones but people kept falling through on promises over the years. After my divorce I knew I had to go for sure now, and stop waiting to do things for other people.

Japan has been so much fun! I have been able to do so much in just a week and a half. I'm so thankful for all the people I met and saw along the way. This trip means the world to me and I created so many new memories, and conquered my fear of solo traveling to another country !

Tipper rocks was so iconic. Im so thankful for it. Acid and ketamine was a great combo for the visuals. Feel on top of the world !

Made this today in pottery, testing out sgraffito before I start doing it on more pottery pieces !

So much love

Girlfriend posting

Srry I'll get over it im just fed up being demonized by people when I have to sit in silence what actually happened to me :/ it sucks but just have to keep pushing

Or at least... payment for the items.

Lowkey kinda funny seeing my stolen belongings in other people's photoshoots ☠️ itd be kinda cool to get my belongings back, lol. The stuff stolen adds up to the thousands. I dont know how ppl don't see this for what it is but it is what it is