死ぬ前 (Shinumae)

I'm tired of being such a useless piece of garbage.

I'm sorry

Why was I born like this?

My mind made me believe I could be loved by you.

There's no worst feeling than not being loved back the same way.

Is there any... "human" in you?

And here we are, at our very own carnival. We're dancing together, aiming to be happy, but we both know, once it ends, our lifes will go on on separate ways. Forever, it is, forever.

After what I did, everything I did... you still offered me your hand and helped me...

There's no way I can look up to you now.

Here lies the person you tried to make out of me.

No ones coming to help me, right? What should I do now?

Things will stay like that if I don't take a step back.

Sometimes I look at the mirror and see some kind of abomination.

"Believe in yourself, you are everything you need!" they said.

I tried, really tried, but no matter how much I climb, this cliff just gets higher, much higher.

In the end, all my thoughts leads me to thinking about you.

Hold my hand, let me handle all your troubles for you.

Even if you were the love of my life, I can't say I really loved you.