eli

YUHHHH

another day another i hate my job. why ask me to come in early and then say "just kidding! you can come in at your normal time" UUUGGHHH

i really honestly truly do NOT get paid enough to deal with this shit yeah its nice getting off at 7 but dayshift PMOOOOOOO

also im literally sick and trying to go to walmart to get ice cream and mackenzie is pissing me OFF like "you already ate?" i get a 30min break no matter what dude stfu

i've been like CRAVING physical affection the past few days and i finally got some from zach last night but we usually hug & kiss before one of us leaves for work and we. haven't lately. i dont like it

i thought i was having a good day

melina's self loathing corner anyway i feel like such a boring person and i get so caught up in my emotional needs in a relationship that i end up being a bad person like he obviously has a lot of shit goijg on but why do i care so much about how a boy treats me?? i hate this

me when my boyfriend tries to ignore an obvious pain until it gets so bad he cant sit for more than an hour without pain 🤩🤩🤩 i told him to get on medicaid MONTHS AGO and to get it looked at LAST YEAR

im sure it's literally just my luteal phase or wtv but i had to change into hospital scrubs today bc my old ones were way too tight on my thighs & waist when im sitting down. anyways

meep morp cant help that the thought of im getting bigger is eating away at me

hi bsky im stressed about my job again

im getting so screwed over with this takeover god i want OUT BUT I CANT LEAVE YET UGGHHHHG

imo all unit nurses should take a crash course on mri safety 😭😭 idk how many times i've said the magnet is always on or a temp probe needs to come out

i hate that i dont have enough experience with guy friends that idk if a guy doing something is just a him thing or like a ✨thing✨ if that makes any sense

HATE when mackenzie tells me not to do something like can u shut up for once

hi i missu

i so badly want things to be different i wish he wasn't so focused on the noise our neighbors make like oh my god its not that big of a deal

also im rlly curious to see how people i haven't spoken to in yrs react when they find out i've moved. they prob wont even care but still

im so excited to move to oregon but also SOOOOOOO STRESSED WHY IS THERE SO MUCH TO DO