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I cant draw for shit anymore due to financial stress; that's whats causing my suicidal thoughts to spike up more than usual—
I feel awful asking but this is all that I have:
If you can donate anything to me, please reach out. All I need is just a 100 that I dont have for my car payments...

So...
Its been a while
(Clippaintstudio ≠ Ibis Paint)
#coltnsfw

I have to posted here in a while but:
The idea of a Trans masc man scissoring/tribbing with a girl as he grips her hair and grunts and moans and hisses and whimpers while being so close to cumming is scratching my brain in ways I cant explain

ovidia is only cute and attractive to distract you from the fact she SUCKS

I feel cringe after posting this ima delete it

More maid shenanigans #purecacao #crknsfw

—most likely I will not be touching these subjects, maybe when I do a little better in my artstyle and do some more discipline (because I am human and can do mistakes) on the subjects in order for me accurately direct it.

Sorry for the long rant, sigh. This has just been on my mind.

—inspires me a lot. Wanting to tackle the other side of the coin, but because of how the media and the internet can misinterpret it, and myself, entirely from what I'm trying to convey and pin point me as a bad person due to it.

Causing me these conflicted feelings.—

—harm than good. Finding a justification to abuse a child because he was abused and... that leads him to want to do tue same to a little girl when hes in his 50s??? Like, no.

Nabokov spent 5 years of his life writing this story and trying to accurately depict the p*dophilic mindset and that—

—glorification of p*dophilia but that's just something that's done by the media misinterpreting the message behind it.

Lolita is a story told by a disturbed man who tries to find a way to justify to the reader that he's just a man "wanting to relive" that type of "love". A "love" that causes more—

—explore the victim's perspective and trauma. A lot of it would be explicit but my conflicting comes with me doing it and making it seem more like a fetishisation rather than something similar to the "Lolita" book of Nabokov.

I know that Nabokov's work is not meant to be interpreted as a—

A little rant:

These days I've been dealing with a bit of conflicting feelings of wanting to explore darker themes and share it. However, due to the type of art I feel that it'd be very upsetting to even dive into it.
I wanna touch a lot about SA due to my sudden interest in wanting to—

I WANNA FUCKING GOON BUT I CANT MAKE MY HAND FUCKING DRAQWWWWWW AHHHHH

Please I just want an excuse to draw pregnant Evelyn straddling Philip with her tits out telling to take responsibility for his actions like the ye olde times

A NSFW TOH au where Belos never happened because Evelyn deemed him too dangerous so she binds him to her home so he can't leave but it also lead to a relationship that both engage in primarly to deal with their trauma and guilt
Mainly hate sex but eventually leads to Evelyn getting the upper hand

Quick sketch, bon appetit a month later

#cotlnsfw #tilemshy / #leshycat

Natural shampoo 🫡

THERE REALLY IS SUCH A PLANT, BUT NOW...

#cotlnsfw

blame bo for this meme

👀 Baa~ #cultofthelamb

I don't usually make nari a bottom but when it comes to lamb, I cant help it ♡

ovidia loves it rough but god forbid narinder wants to be loving and caring and just cuddle🙄

#cotlnsfw

TW: light blood
Nom nom

#cotlnsfw

Seeing so many good food and suddenly I cant fuckinh cook to contribute 😭😭

cw pregnant sex
i am utterlyyyyy obsessed w/ them your honor

I JUST rly rly love to draw them naked,,,,,,,,,,,,

HHHHHHHHH thinking abt them,,,,,,

i told @fluffyboobs.bsky.social i would grab their nari so i slammed the gay trans cats together teehee

leshycat amazon press,,, went a lil insane, the itch really was crazy

cw musk kink, armpit licking

this shitty phone picture is all that exists of that picture now im SO fucking sad bc i was so happy abt what i did w the colors too :''(