Mail from Strawbii

dont live off your fear

last night

nvm groupchat single bad thing happened we back on

nvm groupchat single positive message has changed my outlook on life

we'd all be better off if charlie never came back

i'll never come back

if nobody wants me there then i just wont come back

i wish i didnt have to hurt so bad

hold me tight, god hold me and never let go, god please i just want you to hold onto me, please? god please please please i would go to the ends of the fucking earth god please. please please PLEASE

im just so. scared. im so fucking scared

please, god please god please god please god please god please god please god please god please god please god please

i just want to be happy

i hate it all so much i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

im sorry

i love you

i said so much shit last night that i regret saying

i know it probably means nothing, and that i didnt ruin any feelings or opinions, but those rabbits never stop jumping around.

i think tonight might be the night

i keep feeling so hurt

all i want 4 christmas moment

yet i need not answer to those rabbits, for all they exist to do is make me fear, make me worry, those rabbits scream and yell more than they can hold air in their lungs.

little rabbits jump around in my head, begging i come to your aid

i wish i knew how to talk !!

me and him

hurting from all angles, alone at all levels

tired of talking and nobody listening

someone i love more than anything. its so hard to see everything clearly when you feel like that

crushed at the thought of it, burned and destroyed at the idea of someone u care about that dearly feeling that way

equal levels of fuzzy

i love being a girl who's a boy

im tired