cee 🌟

that was a hell of a typo my head is splitting in two forgive me 😭

(opens my beloved medical malpractice comfort fic)

I have been admitted to the hospital for Reaeons, but the universe said it's okay sweetheart, it won't be that bad. and my nurse on duty for my very first hour was named

im genuinely so happy for her bc its ADORABLE but also its my fic too somehow and 🥹🫶🏽 no love, however brief, is wasted

life's sucked lately but the other day my friend finally got her comm of my favorite scene of the fic I wrote for her last year and maybe life isnt all bad really

all i post about my writing is that im not doing it my bad 💀

on the evening I was fretting about the fic i left abandoned...? damn sure 😭

well hello mika kagehira sir

somehow this didn't feel like a main/x kind of post so this goes here 🙆🏻‍♀️

I may have been clocked with "wait, is this from a rhythm game?!", but that last bit left an impact they were still babbling about way after and massu has a new follower on Instagram so double wins (I enjoy the unconventionality way more than the students do i think)

pov class i taught yesterday

on one hand why the hell not, on the other i dont think im qualified for this as much as she thinks i am 😭 especially versus an undergraduate program... I know my high school was arts-specialised, but i took like just one CW class in college, and even that got interrupted by the pandemic

my mother's offering me up to her friend to tutor their incoming freshman kid in college for creative writing... conflicting feelings

theyre all food i know i just go out to eat and have coffee so I have a space outside of the house to work zzz

最近のお出かけ~☆
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I love her art style sm I might just end up LARPing a renaissance art patron indefinitely

im still ogling the yume art i got www i had like 20 different health aches happening to me yesterday and they all went away for a blissful moment

speaking of, i have ao3 homework in my email and hopefully I can finally sit with a drink and read em tomorrow (but first I need to text my neurologist)

i have to be better prepared this year bc me needing to make a point last year and not having any literature on hand (no internet) aside from the super long fanfic i probably cant confess to reading in front of high schoolers which i had in my tablet was. an experience.

class is back in session and started off strong w my new first impressions (very blatant ao3 mention) (my wild attempt at an icebreaker after I failed for an hour) (it worked) (cringemaxxing) (but also be free of cringe)

I was plotting a shmk fic inside the freaking mri machine the film's gonna a rainbow mess

ok but thank u for this casual reply, it definitely made me less anxious going in 🥹🙏🏼 blessing
once im alive ill be in ur ao3 comments as always.......

duuude its not that i didnt believe u or what i just didnt expect how real the whole KRRRR THUNK WHIRR THUNK BZZZ thing would be instead of an exaggeration 😭 (i agree though it Was grounding after a bit) (I think i got a different kind of dye so i was safe......)

my MRI being scheduled outpatient at 10:30pm is the icing to this cake honestly 😭 (thank you this was strangely comforting) (i laughed a little too hard now my head hurts) (btw ao3 email failed me but a dutiful friend has forwarded me your new fic so I Will Be There)

writing has always been and will forever be just for two of the most important human activities: overthinking and jacking off. (you're a god at writing both, by the way) (i miss your writing) (thank you, i hope so too 😭)

cons: my never-ending migraines (working diagnosis) is going to force me to get an MRI
pros: i will know what it's like to get an MRI yippeeeee (help)

the writerly urge to use every novel experience as a reference material

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thankyewww have a natsume @ tokyo skytree 🫶🏽

forgot i post nui pics here. I have so much