lon(er)

gue notis juga mungkin gue ngerasa gini karena gue gapunya temen. tapi semua orang bakal ninggalin gue juga sih jadi buat apa lah. semuanya pointless. i can't stand another year.

sendirian, gaada motivasi, gaada semangat. it's 2021 all over again. selalu tempelin di otak kalo proses sembuh itu ga linear tapi gue capek terus-terusan balik ke titik awal lagi. 2025 feels like a fever dream gue lowkey berharap i'm not here anymore next year. everything's so exhausting.

oh gini ya rasanya quarter life crisis? atau gue sebenernya udah ngerasain ini dalam 5 tahun terakhir cuma lagi distracted aja? tapi rasanya campur aduk banget bulan ini, not in a good way.

NVM

chat, should i go for it, chat?

Rumaisyah nyamperin dari rumah depan terus ngasih ini, "ini love buat mbak" 😭❤️

suratnya belum gue bales juga gue gapunya energi buat balesnya i hate myself

kangen bandung... kangen jalan kaki ke yogya kepatihan... kangen malem malem makan kwetiaw seberang gang kosan... kangen jus mangga samping ayam goreng... siomay sebelah puskes pasundan... bengong atau menggambar di the kings... kangen temen temen di bandung...

ada gila gilanya emang

For anybody anticipating the Rapture tomorrow: you can free the burden of your Earthly checking and savings accounts by sending the contents to me, directly.
No refunds

a close up of a cat with its mouth open and blue eyes . ALT: a close up of a cat with its mouth open and blue eyes .

ou i just woke up-

it still hurts i guess...

pengen banget punya art printnya athallah jiwa i'm a big fan of him for years

i want a cat............

THE RIGHT ONE ACTUALLY SHOWED UP some days ago, chat................

iyaya, tapi gaada kata telat atau terlalu tua sih buat belajar mah kak

if i can love the wronggggg one this much, just imagine when the right one shOWS UPPPPPPPPP

it's nice to have a friend

jadi pengen s2

"it was easier to leave rather than do the work." CLOCK THAT TEA.

digging a grave at this point

started from the bottom and we're still at the bottom

fyp gue sedih sedih banget

i have letters to reply... a landscape i've promised to draw... suratnya dah sampe dari MINGGU LALU tapi gweh sakit berhari-hari damn semoga beliau ga mikir gue ga waro surat dia 🥀💔

i'm still sick but WTF

oh ternyata lebih tepat phantosmia

benci banget parosmia nya balik lagi i know it will take soooo long to disappear

happy birthday kak! @eajbark.bsky.social nanti aku mau gambarin kamu wait doain kelar ya

people who do lasso art are so cool

my advice is do not get too comfortable!