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watch the paralympics too btw

also, watch the pwhl

bought these while half awake LMAO honestly this is gonna be a fucking blast

can i just say how much it sucks to be at one of the epicenters of all this bullshit bc holy fuck am i tired of living through significant historical events

Y'ALL FUCKIN COOKED HOLY SHIT

AND THE SECRET IS OUT!!!! Dropped merch for the very first time! Cara Nette Ven and I worked incredibly hard on this and we're so stoked for y'all to enjoy it! chillmuri-pxk-shop.fourthwall.com

y’all ever feel like a massive failure bc you feel bad that your mom MIGHT feel like a failure herself due to the fact her only child is devastatingly mentally ill? just me? cool aight happy colonizers day

The House takes 2 months off & finally reports back to work & promptly spends the next week filing censure motions against each other & attending black tie dinners w/Saudis while the clock counts down for 24 million people to have their health insurance premiums spike in 42 days.

Mark your calendars! 🚨 Celebrating turning 32 (old) and also the community hitting 70/30 with my most ambitious stream yet! A 4 day streamathon! Putting in a lot of effort behind the scenes and I'm excited to do something way out of my comfort zone!

Big shoutout Laurel_Lazuli for the graphic!

To put this in scale, Elon Musk's salary from Tesla alone could fund the SNAP program for the entire country into 2034.

Live!

twitch.tv/OkayKolby

girl huh

yesterday would’ve been my parents’ anniversary too so like i’m already emotionally not in the best place thx

spent an hour of my day today getting told i’ve done some shit wrong and they focused solely on the negatives and now my brain is spiraling hehe

i need to finish this project but i can’t focus on shit

look all i’m saying is what if we made showering/hygiene less mentally taxing

chat if i ignore my debt it just goes away right

i’ve got bpd rage i could unleash if i just go off my meds for two days

dissociated HARD during therapy YEAH

HUGE

therapy in 45 min and i didn’t shower or brush my teeth and i’m so anxious bc i’m gonna have to be like “hey yeah dint” and they’re gonna make me dig into why or my emotions or some shit like pls send help i don’t want to

i’m ngl i hit it at like 10 i’m so anxious about therapy that i’m like whatever i’m doin it

reminder that you can’t pick and choose which genocide to stand up against. you either condemn EVERY genocide and occupation or you’re for the oppressor.

tell me why my anxiety got me apologizing to my boss for having “too many appointments” to work around every week (appts are all for mental health stuff)

like no one would expect an apology for a physical condition right and they don’t even know it’s mh-related so whyyyyy am i apologizing

showing his toes on main

two orange tabby cats snuggling

any minders if i just drop the chickens cuddling

If you don’t know who I’m talking about I mean MADDIE B RAPS!!
YES the person who compares themselves to oppressed people of color!! YES the person who throws around the word nazi!!! YES the person who compared me and my friends to ICE AGENTS!!!! If you’re friends with them BLOCK ME

MESSIER MESSIERRRR

it’s also 9:30 and i already want to hit my pen-tagon am i addicted

sitting here an hour and a half into work like where tf is my motivation and i look over…haven’t taken my meds yet OOPS there it is