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girl huh

yesterday would’ve been my parents’ anniversary too so like i’m already emotionally not in the best place thx

spent an hour of my day today getting told i’ve done some shit wrong and they focused solely on the negatives and now my brain is spiraling hehe

i need to finish this project but i can’t focus on shit

look all i’m saying is what if we made showering/hygiene less mentally taxing

chat if i ignore my debt it just goes away right

i’ve got bpd rage i could unleash if i just go off my meds for two days

dissociated HARD during therapy YEAH

HUGE

therapy in 45 min and i didn’t shower or brush my teeth and i’m so anxious bc i’m gonna have to be like “hey yeah dint” and they’re gonna make me dig into why or my emotions or some shit like pls send help i don’t want to

i’m ngl i hit it at like 10 i’m so anxious about therapy that i’m like whatever i’m doin it

reminder that you can’t pick and choose which genocide to stand up against. you either condemn EVERY genocide and occupation or you’re for the oppressor.

tell me why my anxiety got me apologizing to my boss for having “too many appointments” to work around every week (appts are all for mental health stuff)

like no one would expect an apology for a physical condition right and they don’t even know it’s mh-related so whyyyyy am i apologizing

showing his toes on main

two orange tabby cats snuggling

any minders if i just drop the chickens cuddling

If you don’t know who I’m talking about I mean MADDIE B RAPS!!
YES the person who compares themselves to oppressed people of color!! YES the person who throws around the word nazi!!! YES the person who compared me and my friends to ICE AGENTS!!!! If you’re friends with them BLOCK ME

MESSIER MESSIERRRR

it’s also 9:30 and i already want to hit my pen-tagon am i addicted

sitting here an hour and a half into work like where tf is my motivation and i look over…haven’t taken my meds yet OOPS there it is

literally tried to destroy an entire discord friend group of very good people

ok you know what’s funny with this whole thing is a friend of theirs was formerly a friend of mine and was a piece of shit so i really shoulda known

i have em some kisses too cause they were too sleepy to duck out

my boss didn’t outright say it but i think he wants me on the east coast schedule which means getting on at 7:30-7:45 ish. uhhhhh it’s almost 2am i’m so fucked for tomorrow

i fucked myself over this weekend with cat sitting and way overbooked. pls save me

bro the way i thought the air quality was just bad 💀💀💀

ok but going for the free samples did slap when i did it once. every other part of it sucked LMAO

two cats behind a glass window. a brown tabby and an orange tabby are sitting looking through the glass

btw everyone look how cute gus and jack are watching me aza

you're so right ugh or it's the "i fear i have nothing to talk about this week" sessions haha