✑ Maki

I will be fine.

Thinking about delete my twitter but I still get one job which they found me through there so maybe I shouldn't...

"not my time, yet" yeah...yeah. I will keep telling myself this
at least I can still gaslight myself to keep being sane and happy

a loser and nobody thinks they can hit something big
what a delusional

ha ha you know what fuck that dream I will NEVER have a chance
who do I think I am to be dreaming that big
work with him? have an illustration for a song? Laughable.

Fck it, fck it all

I give up.

I still wish to work with them one day but honestly, since that dream won't come true even how much I try to cheer myself to keep my hope and head high.
So I choose to accept it, and move on.

From now on, I want to feel happy only when I see those new pieces of art, not envy. Not anymore.

Since here (in blsk) is a bit more intimate, I can share a bit of my feeling here.

Everytime I see someone I know within the fandom got a opportunity to work with them, I feel both happy for them and envy with them.
I cant help it or beat that feeling out of me so i choose to accept it.

Red Hot Revenge | POCKET COMICS A good girl. An obedient daughter. A submissive wife. Scarlett spent her entire life being the prized doll on the shelf; first for her father, and now for a cruel duke who is to be her husband. Tired ...

Its this series!!
These two will appear in the very last chapter

www.pocketcomics.com/comic/9029

This is what I love about drawing webtoon.
Even though I am just one part of a big team but something like this still makes me extremely happy and proud 😭💛

My office manager bought us a cake to celebrate the end of the series that we have been working on for months.
It's quite an experience working on this series. I have learned a lot through it. 🥹

Hope everyone has been working hard and also resting hard 💪

Thank youuuu

The series I have been working on is going to finish soon. I wonder if I can share them. If I can, I will show you guys some of my fav frames from it

Work has been crazy around this time of the year. Here is something I drew for work.
don't forget about me.

DUDEEEEEEE ueueueeu
I played when it first came out and made my friend play it with me. In the end, they are the ones who teach me how to play the game properly lmao

Awww 🥺 I wish I could go back in time so we could yell about it together!
This game and Onmyoji helped my friend and I create a great bond. I love all of their design so much 😭

AAAHHHH GLAD YOU GOT IT BACK!!

Yeaaahhh this is the first game that I "got addicted" to. It held so many of my good memories with my friend 🥹😭

AYOOOOOO?!!!!! HELL YEAH MY BELOVED JIJI

🖤💖

#bettelful

My little Magsona 📋🧤

Yeah because I want to get better at English. But the environment around me doesn't have anyone that talking in eng 24/7. So I have to think and understand things in that language. Just like a child learning their first language, that's my logic :’)

I usually think in the language that I'm listening to at the moment. But because I used to trained myself to think in English most of the time I think and talk to myself in English

Happy Halloween 🧛‍♂️
#bettelful

🔪 #flayoncrayon

🥃 #bettelful

mr big brain Gurble Burble #bettelful

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oh..i cant post a gif 🥲 this is kinda suck

🥊💥 #holostarsEN