(Vendetta)

thaaaank you

this guy should be president

Fuck you

I'm hot as fuck by the way

At least at this point

wait nvm i may not be continuing this so ill just post leave it here lol

Man, just give all the girls guns, I don't care anymore.

Honestly under normal circumstances I'd be in hysterics about this and everything that's going on but I can't afford to be so I'm not. I'm going to do that later. I can't process this all right now. I literally can't, it will ruin everything

Thank you

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A nd that is why I am talking to you here tonight . Ya

It made me realize I need anti depressants . Although I don't know if I'd use again and am honestly quite horrified to, but perhaps something else, but maybe, maybe, it might end up being that later,, It seems to be the most promising, as it has worked completely 100. Nothing else ever has

Big improvements. I feel alive again. In ways that I havent felt in years.

It is ironic that the drug that almost killed me might be what finally saves me.

The drug I abused that almost killed me seems to have cured my depression on some level, though effects are fading. It's being used as an experimental anti depressant nowadays, and I had notice inbetween my abuse that my mood was improving and it lasted better than usual. Then In The Past 2 Days

*a few days ago

thaank youuu

Just saw a big pelicsn

Ohh I love your art so Much

too tired to keep doin now. I am going to sleep

very bad very quickly and very easily, and you cannot abuse it for multiple days straight even under typical circumstances, though I did that, on top of abnormal circumstances. Knowing that I was taking medication you cannot mix with dextromethorphan but I did anyways. How foolish of me to do

I mean really. It's insane that in the last year of 2025, I started doing, fucking amphetamine,, regularly. Way too fuckin much of. I abused dextromethorphan this last time around, cough medicine. It isn't usually so bad but there are precautions you should take and in some situations you can turn

And I wasn't because I kept getting stuck daydreaming,, I can think of all the great things I can do but I'll never achieve them if I keep doing that

I line up with literally everything about it, including musical triggers, odd rhythmic movements, and all of the most common themes. Every single one of them. I had realize that for hours I hadn't done anything despited wanting to, and how fucked up that actually was

I am a maladaptive day dreamer I realized today. It seems to be causing many of the issues in my life. Much burning passion I have to do things in the world, though I never do. And anything, as well. Big problem for me.

Was strange to realize that. It hit me all the sudden, I looked it up and uh ,

i am increasingly bothered by terms like "showdown" or "face-off" or "clash" when used to describe corrupt and fascist power coming up against resistance because there's an implied symmetry that does not exist.