Yulde (worse version)

God im so pathetic

I love you, i just want to know if you love me, if actually love me, just say it

I dont know if its because im tired from the parade or because i know i will have to go to the parade tomorrow or what but i feel terrible

I dont know what to do im lost

Maybe she is realizing im annoying and boring

After what happend last time im too afraid of doing anything wrong, I'm getting paranoid of everything I say, I dont want to mess up again

Sometimes i stare at a mirror for a long time not because i like what i see but because i have no idea how i will turn it into a girl

it sounds cringy as fuck but i dont have another way to describe it, i feel empty

everything should be fine now but i still feel bad like a have a part of me missing

Even my friend who tried to be nice to him from the beginningis getting tired of this assface, jeez i wonder why

i was going to make a cool post with my instrument since the school finally lets us take it home to pratice but i suck ass and my little brother is like 5 times better than me so i dont want to post anything anymore

my favorite game got the uptade i've been waiting months to play but now i cant even play it i feel terrible

i dont deserve anything i have i should be rotting on the streets

My head hurts, I feel like a piece of shit and I have school band 2 times tomorrow yayayayayayyaay

Breaking news: Mia fucking sucks ass

And its still kinda a hobby, I dont really post my art anywhere outside of bsky and I dont want to make fan art of idk fuckin one piece because its not something i wanna do

I mean, I kinda want it to be my job, so while I cant really make money now, I can at least get a following so it isnt that hard to find people that will commission me

Sometimes I get worried I draw too much Touhou and thats why I dont get a larger following so I draw something that isn't Touhou and it flops so I go back to Touhou

Maybe im drawing the wrong things? But I dont wanna draw some random popular shit

Time to bet. I'm thinking... not getting past 10 likes because it's fuckin clash royal. If I'm wrong then idk yay hooray for me

Ugh

I'm not even close to finishing my stupid horro comic thingy and i already have an idea for a spinoff thing......

Tried to give them the most edgy names possible since the "songs" are inspired by Stomach book and Femtanyl

More shitty songs ideas

I should write some lyrics and grab some shitty breakcore to sing over it

I might give her the title of "queen of nothing" or "queen of nowhere" because i like that title

Holy fuck a classmate actually told him to fuck off because that dumbass left a group document private for half a day and no one could work

That idiot also yelled at me, so now I have an excuse to yell at him

"I'm doing the same things again and again. It's not just me, it's everybody."

Not really a drawing of that Sakuya but it's inspired by it so like its the same

the pain.............................

I normally dont like these type of songs because they always have this one part that is really annoying (like too much yelling and random noises) but i think this song is good enough that i dont mind the 10 seconds of random noise

YouTube video by STOMACH BOOK - Topic FUKOUNA GIRL

I fuckin' love this song

www.youtube.com/watch?v=za99...