![＼Today!／
It's the birthday of my beloved Fukuda Marine-sama from Tsubaki Factory!!! 💙💙💙
[Photo of Madoka with Marine.]
Happy Birthday~~~~~~~!! 🦘🦘🦘
And congratulations on the release of your photobook ♡
This might get a bit self-indulgent, but I'd like to write down my feelings and gratitude for Marine once again this year 😂 lol
This is going to be loooong!!!
Believe it or not, I used to be the type who'd put on a front and suppress my feelings whenever I felt like “This is getting a bit tough” or “Got scolded”. lol
In terms of “true feelings vs. public attitude,” I thought expressing my true feelings to people who only put on a front was lame, so I tried not to show my emotions much.](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:7354zg6d23af3ufzaibsrvfs/bafkreibvot64usw5fw7gc4l6p5rv66tvppv64ynkhmzrsk7nfeyi37sp7q@jpeg)
＼Today!／ It's the birthday of my beloved Fukuda Marine-sama from Tsubaki Factory!!! 💙💙💙 [Photo of Madoka with Marine.] Happy Birthday~~~~~~~!! 🦘🦘🦘 And congratulations on the release of your photobook ♡ This might get a bit self-indulgent, but I'd like to write down my feelings and gratitude for Marine once again this year 😂 lol This is going to be loooong!!! Believe it or not, I used to be the type who'd put on a front and suppress my feelings whenever I felt like “This is getting a bit tough” or “Got scolded”. lol In terms of “true feelings vs. public attitude,” I thought expressing my true feelings to people who only put on a front was lame, so I tried not to show my emotions much.
Back when I was a trainee, I'd still cry sometimes when I couldn't control myself, lol. Yet as I got older, before I knew it, I wasn't even speaking my mind in front of my family, and I'd never shed a tear. But you know, when I'm with Marine, I feel like I can show my uncool side, or like this one restraint I've been desperately holding onto inside me is loosening. We only became close last summer, but she felt like someone whose wavelength matched mine so perfectly she could step right into my space in an instant. So after I became friends with Marine, I really, truly became more human in the best possible way! Thanks to her, I can finally show my feelings in front of my family! I can now express all sorts of things, like being tired when I’m tired, or being frustrated when I’m frustrated. I’d never cried my eyes out while talking to my mother until I reached this age, but now I can do that too! So both my mom and I are incredibly grateful to Marine.
Also!!! One day when I was really nervous and anxious, I thought no one around me had noticed, and I kept going like that. But right before a performance, Marine came over and said, “I'm sure it'll be fine, Madoka-chan. You'll shine the brightest“, and held my hand. And I was like, “How did she know--?!” lol I thought I'd hidden it perfectly. lol I was totally anxious then, but thanks to Marine, I could face forward and shine brightly. Those words made me so happy, I actually cried all day afterward until my eyes were swollen. lololol She sees right through my discomfort, feelings, and everything. lol She's such a kind and warm-hearted girl. So, from the bottom of my heart, I'm truly grateful to have you, Marine, and thank you for becoming close with someone like me 😢
Ever since I was little, I've had a “get along with everyone” mentality, so I guess her fans probably think, “This cheater gets along with a lot of people~” lol However, from the bottom of my heart, I'm so glad we met, and she's a precious friend who changed me! So Marine, let's keep talking about all kinds of things from now on too! I'm your biggest ally, and I want to stay your friend 😌💙 Just writing this is making me remember it all and tear up—I mean, I'm bawling my eyes out. lolol And there's so much more! But I'm gonna stop now because people would get jealous. lol Thank you so much for being born! I love you soooooo much~! 😭😭😭💙💙💙 Thanks for letting me be the MC of your birthday event on the 21st as well! I'll do my best to liven up the event! 🦘💙
Saito Madoka blog 10.18
After I became friends with Marine, I really, truly became more human in the best possible way!
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I can now express all sorts of things, like being tired when I’m tired, or being frustrated when I’m frustrated.
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