manda

i’ve been having a really REALLY bad few weeks, the holidays were not kind to me at all and my 2025 is off to a horrible start, but tonight i used the family cookbook my grandma put together for the first time and i’m enjoying a meal that reminds me so much of home and that’s nice at least

dipping my toes back into some traditional work 💀👁️

thing i made after gerard way’s wwwy speech about a big bag of knives… grief is a funny thing

#mychemicalromance

it’s been nearly a week of this now and they started up again tonight and i banged on the wall AND THEY BANGED BACK? for the love of god just shut the fuck up! listen to your music idgaf but when i can clearly hear it over my own music or tv every single day ITS TOO FUCKING LOUD and TOO FUCKING MUCH

QRP your sketch vs final work

every single day i think about how close this got to being an official poster and i get mad that it wasn’t. i don’t even think i could DO something like it again, i think that was a one-time-only skill

beast in my home

decide to make some art for the first time in weeks -> cut my right index finger right along the inside of the knuckle joint while making lunch

everything happens so much all of the time

i’ve been woken up out of a dead sleep before the sun is even up because of them either yelling at each other, fucking as if their bedroom wall is not also my living room wall, or blasting the worst music i’ve ever heard in my life and i’m SOOOO sick of it

seriously do what you want but also at some point BE FUCKING COURTEOUS? especially when your neighbor has made it very clear you’re being rude? these bitches are like cookie monster pajama pants girls and i’ve had beef with them all year because they’re always pulling this shit

the neighbors i share a wall with have been blasting music and fucking obnoxiously loudly basically all weekend through (music started at 7:30am today, went till about 3am every night) despite multiple attempts to ask them to be quiet and i am about to start BITING if they don’t shut up

also i don’t know if tags are a thing here really but i’m new i get a pass to be a little dumb

this kolormarc brush/canvas set is one of my favorite sets in procreate btw it rocks severely

piece from agesss ago when i was in the middle of a week of studying gerard’s style! dipping my toes into posting art here 💃
#mychemicalromance

and after the MCRX debacle i’m sure they learned their lesson as far as teasing things and seeing people speculate new music…. they had to clarify then that it wasn’t music so i would hope they would do the same here

especially since there’s been new stuff every day! it’s so exciting

literally i’m totally content to put my tin hat on for a while, this is the most fun i’ve had in months

i don’t even think the Opera vid from yesterday counts as one of those… because the production company said “3 tour trailers” and that had no tour information attached to it?? i think there must be a LOT more given how much they’ve set up. either way i love them but literally i am begginggg

i want to know more about madame secretary… i love her

i’ve heard there’s a lotttt more to come so i’m on high alert for the foreseeable future. plus i think i saw that there’s another video in the chamber ready for upload soon so i’m anxious to see what it is

PRECISELY. NONE of this lore existed the first time around so to bring it up just to rehash the same material again (again even with an elaborate stage show) would certainly be… a choice

i am like reallyyy starting to suspect they’ve got new music in the chamber… all of this is clearly about The Black Parade the fictional band and not the patient so i don’t see them releasing old tbp material, and this is all toooo much just for some tour dates (even if the stage show is elaborate)

that one still holds steady as one of my favorite shows i’ve ever been to, and with all this lead up and the theatrics i’m sooo sure this one is going to be just unreal

YESSS we’ll need to try to say hi at some point!! i am so fucking stoked to see thursday open for them again, and IN JERSEY? it’s always magic

seeing my chemical romance and thursday from the pit in new jersey once again, life is beautiful 🙂‍↕️

i’ve been sick since monday night (not covid) and took wed/thurs off work but my boss still made me come in today… first point of contact for our patients is someone visibly unwell and sniffling and coughing with no voice, i’m sure this will go great

been so so bummed about how twitter and instagram are just not fun anymore and not good for sharing art in a stress-free way for so long, but maybe this will be better!! going to try to get back to just sharing what i want, when i want without caring too hard or feeling overwhelmed