milk

kicking every parked cybertruck i see

doesnt do anything but feels good

i dont wanna be a bad person

i was almost a week clean off valium but i relapsed today😔

feeling so unbelievably low vibrational

roommate crashing out so we day drank and im drunk at the v& a

lowkey drunk af

think imma re enter my lesbian arc lol im tired of men

NOOO I WAS DOING GREAT AND THE IMPENDING DOOM AND ANXIETY IS SETTLING IN AGAIN PLS GOD

oh helllll no

THIS IS MAJORRR

3 days sober from xanax EVERYONE CHEERED

why am i like hella surprised ur on sniffies

i am empty, i feel alone, i am depleted, crying out for help and god does not relent

i feel like im living out requiem for a dream

mood

smthg has to change

im not even necessarily actively suicidal but like i lowkey dont give a fuck if this addiction takes me and i die

the horrors are relentless

yea i acc dont care if i die anymore. friendships fleet and i battle it out everyday and for what. just for another battle that awaits me the next.

im so depressed i cant stop relapsing

if smthg doesnt change soon i might fucking kill myself fr

cant spend a goddamn day sober from anything and thats just fucking sad innit

i am empty af rn at this very moment

what day is it!

u beautiful angel….

like atp my ego is just like fucking fragile af

im literally a queen objectively and everyone i want doesnt want me like LOL what the fuck

like omfg i literally cant deal w this like this is so humiliating im such an embarassing person the bar is so low for me idk why i do this

me too😓