Trick

HAHA yeah when I just wanna chill. This is my least overstimulating socmed on my phone ahahaha

Wiw hi

I wish

Is this a safe enough space to type: I miss you? Cause i do

Hehe cutie

Feels weird today

I love when friends make me discover new music

Daming ganap wiieee but also aaaaaaaaaaaahh

Blasted a bunch of applications, kahit from london, germany, uk, and australia ahaha

I’m so happy for the small sparks of joy I encounter throughout the day. Makes me less likely to crashout

My job is literally draining my soul. Happiness feels so tangible now that I can feel it leave my body everytime I have to open another slack message. Ayoko na.

Everyday that I see no email from one of the companies I applied to is torture. Alis na alis na ko. Toxic.

I can’t even tweet this on twitter cause co workers follow me there, I love how this is gonna be my form of journaling

It’s getting harder and harder to wake up and go to work

Heartsteeeeelll you praying for the death of a rockstar

Ohhh that party 4 u x liability mashup is HITTING

I am free here, my diary.

Enlo francis who make games! 👋🏼

HELLOO BLUESKY I MISS YOUR FRESH AIR AHAHAHAHUHUH

Yeah I feel good wag na wag na mahihiwalay!

Had to look again

Thank you bean 🫂🥹

Suddenly what I was experiencing was nothing. In fact, I kinda thank the universe for lettting me experience it because it was probably the right nudge to finally confirm to myself that I am not just tolerated in my family, I am accepted.

So yeah

I then proceeded to tell them my current guy problem, and while doing so, it started feeling small. It looked so small and negligible compared to what I just received which was my parents’ acceptance

She then told me how proud they are with me. That I am their son and nothing will change that. It got me teary eyed because I always felt like I had to hide problems of the heart inside my own home, always seeking my friends and sometimes strangers’ advice but couldn’t get theirs

This time I tried. I said “Ma, I’m having dating problems. Actually I had several, for years now, I just never told you” she then told me “Why not? You already came out? Why would you need to hide it?” As if she was waiting for this day for a long time already

So I’ve been having a little guy problem and coincidentally mama entered while I’m looking at the ceiling.

I always had the impression that they only tolerated me, not accepted my bisexuality. And so, even if I came out already, I never aired any dating problems to them

Full circle moments, confirmations, I love that for me today

Deleted apps again except this one. This one’s my diary

Death or love tonight