Brittany

Like I am very much angry. I am pissed. I want justice. That’s not happening. (Almost) Every politician in the world is corrupt and ran by a tyrannical Mesopotamian god (NOT JOKING!!!) so releasing the information to make us aware with NO REPERCUSSIONS??? WHAT IS THE POINT!!!!!!!!!

So, what am I to do with all this sickening information now? I can scream until I pass out, I can continue posting until my fingers fall off, I can boycott… but what else? I’m so exhausted. I’m tired. I know that’s the point and I know that’s why they’re doing this but what can I do? What now????

I don’t wanna trauma dump, I just need more to do other than sit behind my desk playing video games and being a recluse doom scrolling. 🥹

I told my therapist I needed a hobby so now I’m looking for D&D players in my area. Never played but I love the lore and BG3 is my top 3 fav games

I also need to finish my book but BG3 has had my attention for 3 weeks now. I fucked up so bad I had to reload from 80 hours to 5 hours. Ugh. DNI

Sometimes I miss having a partner but other times I’m so glad to not have to talk to anyone

Ross Creations got my tiktok permabanned.

I love rage baiting people on Facebook then ghosting and then they message or comment on my posts and I still ignore them. It’s comical

Not a fan of Selena Gomez but Lose You To Love Me still is one of my favs

Oh yeah, I forgot to come back and let yall know I bought the tickets for her tour on presale HEHEEEE

And waited until she got in my back corner panel and LAID ON MY HORN. I rolled down the window and told her “it’s NEVER that serious”
She replied, “FUCK YOU DUMB BITCH”
So I replied, “yeah, fuck you!”
She kept screaming as I drove away. Never ever that serious. EVER. Ur gonna kill someone.

Old ass people piss me off with their road rage. A young driver pulled out in front of a lady this morning and probably shouldn’t have… but the old lady laid on her horn and was intimidating the young driver and swerving in and out of her lane. Not letting her pass. I watched it in my rear view

The mixture of ADHD, C-PTSD, MADD, and GAD is so exhausting. I’m so tired.

DEMI LOVATO IS SO BACK AND I CANT WAIT FOR THE ALBUM. I CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM FOR THE THIRD TIME IN CONCERT WHEN SHE GOES ON TOUR.

I went to sugar factory while here in Boston and it’s way too overhyped. Overpriced. Microwaved food. The dry ice absorbs your alcohol/mixers so you’re paying $47 for nothing. Dead ass 😐😐 the flatbread wasn’t terrible but it’s not hard to fuck that up. 10/10 would not recommend

Never would I have thought in my lifetime I’d see other countries voting on the US no longer being safe and allowing US asylum seekers. It’s very dystopian.

GUESS WHOS GOING TO COACHELLAAAAAA

True life: my sister and I are being fb harassed by CK defenders. It’s been going on for 2 days. They’re talking to themselves at this point because I’ve been busy all day lol

I can’t drown my demons, they know how to swim.

Thank GOODNESS I have therapy today because I can’t think straight and I woke up in a panic to be all alone in my home. Oh I cannot this morning. It is 6:36 am.

Something subconsciously told me to start really soaking in the memories with my mom. Take pictures with her. Ask her questions. She broke some news to me and it makes sense why my intuition kicked in. I need some thoughts sent my way. I’m struggling. I just hope it’s not that. I will be devastated.

My sweet, sweet baby never got to experience being a puppy and carefree. I’ll never forgive the man who took everything away from her. I hate that he got away with it all too. My baby never ever deserved any of that.

Just cried petting my German shepherd because she’s having a hard time walking these days with her hip replacements… vet appointment soon as she is barely weight baring on the one leg… and it breaks my heart because no matter how much she’s been loved by us, all she’s ever known was pain.

I don’t have to worry about going to the gym because working in school-aged childcare you get to carry huge 50-60 lbs bags of snack for 9 locations and get bruises on your shoulders. I ain’t mad though cause I need to tone

My intuition is so good.

A few extras

My best friend threw me a birthday party. She heard I haven’t had one since my 3rd birthday, so she decided to plan one for me. It was small and literally NO pictures were taken. I threw up about an hour after this, thanks to ice cream and alcohol. 😂😭

Summer is almost officially over. The school year starts in a week and 2 days, which makes me sad. The summer went by too quick. Here’s a few pictures to summarize my summer. 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

Like I can only watch a video or two a day because what she is saying actually drives me up a wall and blames him but girl………………………………… yeah. Ok bye. lol

BITCH YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR SESSIONS! WITH YOUR THERAPIST AND PSYCHIATRIST!!!!!!!! What YOU talk about in your sessions IS UP TO YOU!!!!!! Obviously fertility treatments adds extra hormones to your body… that in itself is a HUGE EXTRA STRESSOR!!!! OF COURSE HE WANTS TO KNOW YOU IDIOT!!????