Hima🌻

I also still dont talk to anyone and i still dont feel okay. But i'll manage, and when i'm ready, i'll reach out.

Not the best life update but yeah, some update. See you again soon when I feel better.

I guess that's it for now. Again, nothing has changed. I'll still be away, but i'll just leave my art accounts up from now on. I also don't check my socials, so i apologise if anyone ever tried to reach out.

I'm also planning to bump my current available commissions. I've never closed them, but i also never bothered to promote it since again, i've been inactive. I won't be prioritising it too much tho but just want to inform everyone that my commissions were always open (especially on vgen)

Maybe tiny update but, i've backed out in Cosplay Mania 2025 and sold my slot, so i wont be there anymore. I still have 1 more event to attend to but that will be it for this year. It will be Patrons of the Arts Originals 2, which will be held in Centris. It'll be my last event for this year.

I don't rly have much of a good life update, nothing has changed (i mean there is but, i dont feel like opening up about it yet) And personally right now, i want to continue keeping a low profile.

Hi! It's been some time since my last post. I've rly social detoxxed for quite some time (and i'm afraid I'll continue to do so)

But i guess the difference this time is, i'll reactivate my art accs (twtr & IG) and keep it up, but will still continue to be inactive. So feel free to unfollow.

anyway that's all i have to say... happy last day of PRIDE to everyone!🏳️‍🌈 i hope to see to you next time when im feeling a lot braver and better! 🙇

but dont worry(?) bc im gonna be keeping this acc up (bc ive joined some zines and i need proof that i have an art acc lol) so yeah. if in case anyone needs to reach out, im afraid it'll have to be through email for now. im sorry for the trouble...

i had so many plans that i want to do but everything's just falling apart and i couldnt take it anymore. ive been shutting down a lot and have been isolating myself from everyone, and im afraid i'll have to continue doing so. im just not.. well. im a mess lol. it feels like im being punished lol😅

regarding my twtr acc, they have this 30 day rule so im gonna have to occasionally go back just to reactivate and deactivate it again. im rly tempted to deactivate this acc too but yeah i'll keep it for now ig

unfortunately tho, im still not in a rly good state rn 🥹 so im just posting this here bc ive currently deactivated most of my art accs (IG and twtr for now) im not sure when i'll be back but... for now i guess im gonna keep it permanent. idk for how long tho but yeah it might take a long while

haroo! June is ending and im sad that it hasnt rly been so kind and good to me. it's my birth month and i wasnt able to celebrate it properly, i did nothing but had a continuous crash outs here and there (until now lol), heck i wasnt able to celebrate pride month too, which rly saddens me a lot. 🫠

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Last week of our shop! Here's a last preview of what we have in store; featuring some of our #Madoka fanworks and my original art 🌻

All info + catalog here found in link
🌻 mirarasolshop.carrd.co 🌻

#MadokaMagic #artph

aw thank you for the hugs 🫂 youre very sweet, i really appreciate it! 🥹🫶

I know in the end it was my decision to quit my job but, i dunno i think i’ll never get used to this feeling of burden and worthlessness. Sorry for the sad rant im just not rly doing well lately and my birthday’s coming up soon and i dont feel like celebrating.

I’ve been working on my resume and portfolio to apply for jobs lately but aside from that, all i do is eat and sleep. I think a part of it is due do unemployment depression and it’s rly taking a huge toll on me 🥲

Illustration of a cactus lady wearing a pink dress, casting magic to levitate a scroll, a mug, and a book

#commission

i had a lot of plans but it took awhile for me to start on it since i got sick recently huhu but hopefully this coming week will be a lot better! 😤

im planning to update my commission sheets again soon! this is to help me fund my current bills and groceries, just to survive for the next couple months until i found a job ;u;

#VGenComm

My friends so far have told me colors within the yellow spectrum. There’s also some greens and blues too. Which is rly sweet bc yellow has such a happy color 🥹🫶

I’ve already asked my friends abt this but what colors do people usually associate me with? Im trying to think of a color palette for my portfolio 🥹🫶

Another preview of our Green Girlies over here~
And that's it for today, more infos at our shop!

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#mitsuaya #tgswiiwagaa #miku 🎶

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Back on promoting our 'lil shop again! This time, previews of our #OnePiece and #FF7 merch! 💖

More set, info + catalog in the replies🎣

a love like burning 1/3

Been going out for 4 days straight that i ended up getting sick 😭 will take a few more days rest then i’ll start working on my comm backlogs 😭😭

thank you james! 🥹🫶

i'll be taking a rest until the weekend, then i'll finish my remaining commission backlogs. after that i'll open commissions again. i'll mainly be taking chibi commissions but we'll see what else i can do ;u;

today's officially my last day at work, tomorrow i'll be jobless. not sure what to feel but i hope things work out for the best ;u;