🌌Ambroisie🌌

My man is right tho
Being with the kids and showing them cool stuff(yeah my ccsakura collection) even if that was only 3 hours did make me feel better than this morning.
Seeing my brother and his wife too i guess lol

Finalement ils vont quand même venir pour les vacances mais voilà...
Pas trop sûr de moi sur ce coup là.
Mais bon mon neveux rentre en secondaire l'année prochaine et il doit vraiment profiter je pense de ces vacances pour s'ouvrir un peu au gens et même s'amuser.

why not start our own family because we are fine with it ...
and AFTER I REMEMBER That my fucking mental health is the problem.
I really need this shit to calm down

Hubby is happy tho because he really likes them (no surprise here, from the man who wanted 12 kids when he was 8 AND all that for marrying another man 18 years after).
He's really great with kids and sometimes i'm asking myself

What the hell is my bro doing seriously for making my in-law pregnant every time when they do everything for not having another kid
I love my nephew and nieces but seriously 4

I'm not risking it again 😃.
Especially when his sister(7) does know how to read and wants to make SMS to her mom too now.

The previous Words are deleted for now but that still suck

He's 11, he knows what all of this world means and he's not stupid so he did panic a lot seeing this on my phone. I didn't know what to tell him at the moment but my brother did say something to him later and we didn't aboard the subject after that.

I really want to write all that in french for not having a lot of people understanding my stupid vent but yeah last time my nephew did use my phone for asking something at his mom but my keypad did propose word from the day i did have a breakdown.

I don't know if i should cancel the holidays with my brother's kids..
Part of me doesn't want to because we planned this since last year and they are excited about it.
But i don't want them near if something fuck up does happens If i have another breakdown.

Like please fuck yourself.
Trans man are man let them be and stop being a dick because nobody want to fuck you because of you smell.

A press release about Belgium bans for conversion practice in gender identity, gender expression or sexual orientation Dated to August 2023

I will still care about trans people. You can call me a bi man if you want, even if I'm not.
But people using conversion shit and saying i want to put gay people in it after calling me bi are just fucked in their mind especially when i'm Belgian

Yeah i don't think I want to look at twitter right now.
My TL is just depressing stuff.

I just listened to the FujoMiku song and this is so good.
And on my birthday too.

Feeling a bit better, hubby is really great and just does everything to make me feel better. He's still a little bit stupid and not funny but i like him so much.

But well i don't think that matters at the end..

I'm really just a mess

Hubby being a mess and crying like a 3year old because he fell off in the stairs, broking his arm While he already has collarbones broken. The Ambulance is coming 😭🙏
I can't with him...

Et Il est arrivé tout ça pour que je remarque que j'ai oublié les clés de mon casier.
Bon RiP, je suppose.

...le mec qui a les Clés n'est toujours pas arrivé donc je me retrouve devant le travail avec ma merveilleuse collègue(vite dit), dans le froid a -1

Dude how can someone break his collarbones by falling out of the bed.

Hello! I'm SAWTOWNE, aka. MIKU MIKU BEAM!!
I am a Vocal synth Denpa producer in english!

ミクミクビームのソングライター、SAWTOWNEです！
英語でキャラクターソングを書くボカロPです！

よろしくお願いしま～す！

some doodle request i did awhile ago uwu ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🩶🖤
#NIJISANJI_EN #にじさんじ #art

Thank you KM-san for the amazing fanart 🥺 I couldn't stop thinking about it jdndkdb

I’m glad I’m taking a few days off But seriously just remember to breathe. Be kind to one another.

Love you guys 💜

Always 💖

Don't make me tap the sign

J'en ai marre d'être hyper empathique...
J'ai juste envie de pleurer dans un coin, tout le temps.

Mes chats le ressentent car mes deux chéries ne font que des bêtises pour me changer les idées quand je suis dans ce mood.

I know people will not be magically happy or things will disappear but i can assure you that hurting yourself will not be good either.

I will just say it again one last time here, because i want 🦋 to be more optimistic

But please take care of yourself everyone, and call for help if your mental health is going really down.

I know it is easy to say, i'm the least affected person, but please do.

hey, you. yeah, you reading this.

your life matters. don't ever forget that.