Em 🔮 (They/Them)

raven's eye 👁️ #art

In case you've not heard it enough, I'm proud of you and the progress you've made for yourself 💜 i believe in you and your ability to keep pushing forward on your journey uwu

Early Halloween nails uwu

Finished watching gameplay of Little Nightmares 3. Gameplay wise it's the weakest of the series but the lore and story are there and are actually good, you just gotta know about the podcast.

Every day I'm doing shadow work and learning something new about myself and every day I realize just how lonely my life has been and why I get so easily attached in my friendships and why it breaks me so much when people betray me cause wowee.....

Buy 1 get 1 50% off manga so of course I had to get the next 2 installments. Now all I need is book 5 and the series is complete uwu

New glasses get!

Adhd writers 🫱🏼‍🫲🏾 adhd artists
And i have the audacity to be both 😭

I get my new glasses tomorrow yippee!!

TRISTAR JANUARY 2026 LET'S GOOOOOO WE'RE SO BACK

Eyes tired from eye exam so I know the sleep tonight is gonna be good 😤

Did a whole deep clean of my room so it's nice and fresh for the new month. Took me from after breakfast until dinner and now I'm taking the rest of the day to relax and do the skincare I didn't get to yesterday cause I got out of work at 12:30am. Really needed a day like today to reset. 👍🏼✌🏽

If I could I would rp strictly on discord because tumblr rpc continues to be extremely disappointing and feels so unwelcoming for me personally. I just want to write my girlie going on adventures with other people is that really so much to ask? 😭

Been obsessed with goat cheese lately and just made a real simple goat cheese and jam sammich. Twas tasty uwu

Nefeloma my beloved

Might work on some arts and crafts while I watch YouTube videos and just live my dream life for an hour or two where I'm not worrying about everything under the sun lmao

Making plans to start October with fresh energy. I've got something simple i wanna do daily and make it crafty at the same time. I'm gonna deep clean my room and finally dust my other furniture I've been putting off. Got candles i can burn to relax with. Gonna make this work!!

All this to say the only moments of rest I have are when I'm locked in my room on my laptop, and not even those are completely restful when there's always another event happening. I feel like we're all just hanging by a thread and we need to put our threads together to make them stronger.

I guess between living with 'high functioning' depression all these years and everything else going on now at once it's really wearing me down. A lot of my energy is used to mask at work and my home environment isn't....the best. It's not the worst, but still not the best.

Check in on each other. Keep each other company. I lost a LOT of my usual community because of differences in priority and it's more lonely than ever. I of course love and appreciate who I have but we're all also busy adults and can't always talk.

There's a lot going on and us highly emotionally sensitive folks need community now more than ever. Current events have me exhausted to the point I want to sleep, but also going to sleep too early leaves my mind to wander and race and just exhaust me more.

HELL YEAH

There's always something to work on. I just wish it was a little easier and it didn't feel like I was constantly going through the world's roughest character development arc.

So making little schedules and lists for myself has become the one thing that keeps me sane and is why I get so much satisfaction from like.... finally finishing up using a body mist or something LMAO. The more I become aware of about myself the more I realize I'm not as okay as I say I am.

I'm an only child that's both comfortable in their aloneness but also still feels extremely lonely. I get so attached in the relationships I make with people because it's all I have. And then it makes it all the harder when I've outgrown people I was so close to.

I realized recently that my obsession with having a vague schedule or setup for how I use things was because it's the only sense of control I feel like I have in my life. Little things interfering sets me off because then it feels like I can't even have THAT, which is quite sad.

I'd love to get back into skincare self care and having little spa days for myself but I just do not have the energy to do it. What's even that about? I can sit here and play a video game for hours but I can't take a half hour to soak my feet or put on a face mask? Lame

Welcome to the club here's a cookie uwu 🍪

Does anyone else make detailed to do/to use lists for things like body care/makeup/home scents or is that just me? I used to be such a hoarder that bought things just cause I wanted them but now I'm so particular about only getting things I know I'll use for sure and writing when/how I'll do it.

Update: tasty uwu it's mostly just a kinda garlicy soy flavor but goes well with the mix of textures