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i want to say i'll be fine but i feel like this is worse than ive been letting on im REALLY in a slump

question: would anyone like to order comms ahead of time?
i only ask because where i need money i mostly need to get back on my adhd meds but my health card expired... basically, i need rent but i can't work very well right now because im so depressed and distractible

either works! my bsky @ is the same as my discord

depends heavily from comm to comm just based on complexity and stuff

going to need to take a few comms to make rent btw

maybe ill study some more

Tall, broad-ish figure holding a holo-sword made of some kind of material gradienting between pink and cyan. They're wearing jeans of some descript, some kind of leather boots, a trench-coat, and a red scarf. They also don a helmet with a similar look to their holo-sword. Their look beneath the helmet, pictured to the right, features long while hair with a teal streak and yellow eyes.

antimony

#oc #sfw #art

i'm honestly to a point where i've wanted to kill myself for so long and to such a degree that the only reason i stick around is in the off-chance that some creep with a hateboner for me is a little frustrated that i haven't yet

because existing out of spite is one of few things keeping me around

and i'm not really above calling these people as they are; if you believe everything at face value you're stupid and not worth my time

but that doesn't mean the connections i lost over that stuff didn't leave a hole in me, yk?

no less, i went through a lot of stressors and emotional conflict the past year or so and it all came to bite me in the ass with the stuff going on with drawpile, and for reasons unbeknownst to me, people i considered socially intelligent enough to get my side of it determined they didn't need it

i like to pretend i'm above things like being emotionally distraught over things that aren't worth putting in the energy for but that stuff builds up over time and it can be really hard to let the positive voices around me into my head

lately i've been going through this kind of depressive phase where i just kind of want to disappear off of the net for a few months

i feel like i'm just kind of... idk.
i haven't been okay, and i haven't pretended i was okay, but things aren't getting better for me you know?

ych.commishes.com/auction/show...
Chillet & Chillet Ignis adopt is up!
(to be clear: ignis version is just a color palette swap!!!)

Included are:
2 reference images.
1 Nude & 1 Clothed version of main reference material.
1 Palette swap.

SB: $65 USD
AB: $450 USD

Reposting because the link wrong

Toriel with her tits out portrayed as a particularly voluptuous & chubby milf

quick tori :3

#nsfwart #toriel

ya!!! just shoot me a dm!

yep!

one thing that's frying me is seeing artists who used to be lying about their ages on bsky

like don't think i don't see u. ppl who are like between 19 and 22 who have been following me and other porn artists i know since i turned 18 (6 yrs ago)

ych.commishes.com/auction/show...
Chillet & Chillet Ignis adopt is up!
(to be clear: ignis version is just a color palette swap!!!)

Included are:
2 reference images.
1 Nude & 1 Clothed version of main reference material.
1 Palette swap.

SB: $65 USD
AB: $450 USD

Reposting because the link wrong

smth i keep thinking about lately is just how easily i lost a few friends/connections from ONE PERSON saying that i was a mean poopoo stinkyhead

kind of depressing

anal

@infested2a03.pmd.social
pinging you in a reply so you see; just cause you expressed interest lol

so true...

chillet adopt is done! i'll put her up for auction... tomorrow, im tired

#nsfw #adoptable

still wip but see: butthole spread :3

thinking wintery clothes...

what else should i add to her ref
ass shot? emotes? clothed versions?

you could argue because he's holding scarlet in the pibby thing that it's chronologically before he's transformed into fire finn & would be prior to having a prosthetic

argument: don't care suck my balls

highkey those fnf mods that feature the pibby corrupted finn were cooking but they should have had him transform into fire finn for one of the tracks and they didn't
(fucked the hell up)

chillet adopt wip...

another design im considering selling