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YEAHHH!! I've also learned too well that the more I dislike something the more people seem to enjoy it so evidence has proven that my brain IS A LYING LIAR WHO LIES!! So now I just cackle and keep writing instead of spiraling XD

Wrote 2k words in one sitting and now I literally hate every word I've ever written in any fic in my entire life <3 that's how we know I just cooked really hard with what I wrote <3

I may not look like it, but I know how to cook. Not that I am very experienced.

Ferdinand friends. Do we think he likes cooking for his partner. I took this quote of his from the game and I'm kinda going wild with it XD do I need to reign it in or do we think that he would actually really love making food as a love language!

Also I had to ban myself from re-reading this fic until it's done. It's the only way I can guarantee I can keep the momentum going otherwise I'll end up hating the beginning and I'll want to rewrite it and then I'll never finish the fic XDD

Anyway the idiots are making progress. I'm so proud of them for having a full conversation without bickering.

I refer to Ferdilys as "the idiots" in my head and I love imagining how pissed off both of them would be at that statement. Because they are Idiots. Not that either one of them wants to admit to it <3

OMG YESSS ILOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!! She's a vampire in my AU >:] you know the one >:]]]

Did you guys know that Dino Blade is actually the greatest game of all time. Watching my brother play the demo on the TV now

Ah yes family bonding. Low percent Silksong speed run on the TV while my brother and dad comment on it like its an actual live sport. Normal thing in the fe3htrash family household LMAO

I am so dedicated to finishing this fic on time it's not even funny. I WILL post this on the date I want to.

My writing goal for today (once I get home from my test I have a 3 day weekend) is to finish this one specific scene I'm working on. For the next few days, I will aim to finish one scene a day until the fic is done so that I can HOPEFULLY have time to finish my other two fics...

Big Test this afternoon wish me luck...

WOWWWW

So we agree that Ferdinand is the type to swoon over exposed ankles and shoulders right. And then blame himself for being tempted by such things right.

YEAHHHHH PEAK!!!

I agree, but also in my experience that kind of thinking often leads to active suicidal ideation into action! It never just stays in that one spot forever, and without interference, I think it would lead there with her especially

Interesting! I'd never seen it before today, and now I'm starting to doubt that interpretation as well (despite agreeing with it before now). I think she gets a madness in the wild arc now... which could end in her death or maybe not!

At least there's that...

NOOOOOOOOO

Watch me pull up in your DMs with DImihilda all the time now >:]

YouTube video by s3ultry 2000s kpop (electro/dance&rnb)

Today's writing playlist btw

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Also you and I really need to discuss Dimihilda more >:]]]

Hilda is the only person who can summon him on command too... I can't say too much more without spoiling my own au I'm working on but know that all of this information is Very Important to the Plot (of Dimihildalix)

aka any mortal who sees his original form without having known him during his mortal life will instantly die... also him as a full lion laying at Hilda's feet bc even though it's been 300 years they still love each other dearly even if they're still unsure if they're ~in love~ ya know...

God of the hunt and a lot of other super vague metaphors involving animals and death... I was inspired by Lionmitri so he spends most of his time in the full lion person form but he also turns into a full lion sometimes and there's rules about him taking a fully human appearance

I AM A GENIUS!!!! The section of the Ferdilys fic I've been working on, the 4 scenes in it MIRROR EACH OTHER YAYYYY I feel so satisfied with this...

the god and taking over his duties and role for himself... meanwhile his wife from the time he was a mortal is Hilda who is now a vampire too. And then they reunite 300 years after they last saw each other... ANYWAYS. I've been playing with this for days there WILL be a fic eventually!!

Vampire!Hilda x mortal turned primordial god Dimitri... yes I know that's not how primordial gods work but HEAR ME OUT. Mortal Dimitri who goes mad and makes a deal with a primordial god to bring someone back to life but ends up trapped in servitude to said god for hundreds of years before killing

THIS WAS SO CUTE AND SO GOOD EEEEE!!!!

The datamine site did, but I never thought to look at it before today as someone who has never played on classic before!