I canโt stay informed and sane unfortunately. Which is a privilege I know.
Please take care of yourselves.
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@millennialmh.bsky.social
European ๐ช๐บ | Chats mental & chronic illness ๐ฅ BPD, suicide survivor ; Fibromyalgia ๐ CFS๐ | Neurodivergent๐ Dyspraxic Dyscalculia, Rejection Sensitive (RSD)| trying to recover from trauma๐ฑ rebuilding life after loss | She/Her๐ณ๏ธโ๐| fiancรฉ๐ ๐UK (unfortunately)
I canโt stay informed and sane unfortunately. Which is a privilege I know.
Please take care of yourselves.
๐ค
Free Sudan
Free Congo
Solidarity to all those affected by the genocidal acts of USA & Israel
I hope my Middle Eastern oomfs stay safe
I hope the UK does not support this war.
I hope Europe has a backbone.
Logging off for now..
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111 opt 2 did put in a referral to my services in my area again & I think maybe crisis did idk
Not that itโll be accepted as againโฆcos I work, articulate & have insight means magically fine & donโt need any support ever
+6 month talking therapies waitlist ๐
Love thisโจ๐ฅด
Well I spoke to the mental health nurse at my GP practice & sheโs going to refer me to the social prescriber for a few thingsโฆ
Soo thatโs something?
That & speaking w her again in mid March cos sheโs really booked up.
Done everything I can Ig.
111 last night & crisis so๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ
instead I spoke to someone who doesnโt know me and said I didnโt go to a pain clinic when I did & got a tend machine and some physio but granted it was during the pandemic in 2020 & there was no way to do anything F2F lmao
He said I didnโt attend which is not true๐ lockdowns?
Why am I only finding out now that my amazing rheumatologist resigned ๐ฉ
knew he went off sick & I was happy to wait (he was that good) but now only told he resigned in 24 despite my hospital letter saying it would be with him ๐
Sad NHS doesnโt take care of its amazing doctors
Morning.
25.02.2026 05:57 โ ๐ 13333 ๐ 2130 ๐ฌ 255 ๐ 101Like we know youโre out of your mind & wanna end your life in crisis menty b mood rn but please hold after your useless mental health consultation to let us know how we did ๐๐ฅฐ
25.02.2026 23:06 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0
#NHS 111 mental health crisis line be like
Yeah, we know youโre having a mental breakdown right now
But please hold the line after your call to give us feedback babe * ~ โค๏ธ ๐ x
Idk maybe I need to remember how bad things were now Iโm kinda having another mh wobble
But why should I have to remember how stressed to death we were to kinda cope now.
Idk adulting is so hard & isolating.
Finally opening up about my experiences here. Kinda.
Yeah ๐ช
I couldnโt even post about it as my family were obsessively stalking my accounts & criticising constantly
Cos I asked for PIP (big mistake) it was negatively perceived. I was desperate & struggling. I was still recovering from an accident in Nov 24 where nearly lost an eye.
We lost *a lot* in 2025
was in therapy, nhs told me my life was too complicated @ the time & unstable to continue CBT
Fiancรฉ was on a waitlist
& back on meds
I had to ask the police to reclaim a portion of my possessions from my own parents
was absolutely mental time
took a *lot* of work to transform our lives & start 2 recover
Soon after my fiance went off sick from work 4 1st time ever in his life w depression
was going thru employment issues. Told wouldnโt get help despite being most physically ill Iโd ever been, couldnโt drive anymore
I suppose perspective wise this time last yr we had an unexpected visit from police on my fiancรฉ birthday
Instigated by my own family
We got separated & questioned. I was asked if I was being abused & coercively controlled
It devastated us. We felt unsafe in our home
Like to have break every so many hours is something written into law.
Having lunch helps give you a break & for your own health & wellbeing.
She cba checking or helping cover for colleagues
We are covering off our own backs to our own detriment.
Absolute crap โmanagerโ
Actually insane how poor management is that our manager isnโt making sure we can have our *legal right to a lunch break* cos are understaffed
Why? Cos 1 of our colleagues has been so stressed & upset by our managers erratic attitude & inappropriate comments they are off sick & speaking w union rep
lf you're born before 1996, you're now older than Mark Corrigan was in series 1 of Peep Show
Happy Monday ๐
23.02.2026 14:22 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Despite what you may have heard almost everyone below 40 is Left Wing, unless they are exceptionally stupid or rich.
22.02.2026 22:57 โ ๐ 58 ๐ 11 ๐ฌ 11 ๐ 1Youโd think maybe if I couldnโt have got basic English and mathsโฆ.I may have been discovered in the 11 months of being there ๐
22.02.2026 23:16 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0
Like am I really going to have to explain that it is neigh on impossible to get an MSc and a BSc (hons) without my IGCSE/GCSEs and A-levels????
So gonna have to accept the scans as Iโm not paying for new ones rn
Even when an assistant psychologist (needed 2.1 BPS accredited) they didnโt ask!!!
Had to actually dig out my qualifications as HR are emailing me about bringing them all in???
Donโt need a postgraduate masters degree or undergraduate degree for the job Iโm in anymore, never mind a-levelsโฆ
Just GCSEs
Although can only find the scans of them as 17yrs ago๐
IT IS SO NICE TO SEE THE SUN EVEN THOUGH ITS COLD
I AM GRATEFUL ๐ฅน๐ญ
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22.02.2026 14:37 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0
IT IS SO NICE TO SEE THE SUN EVEN THOUGH ITS COLD
I AM GRATEFUL ๐ฅน๐ญ
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20.02.2026 21:56 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 1
Having #disabilities health conditions #neurodiversity #mentalillness etc
Really radicalises you about how unfair the world is
It seeps into everything
How just inaccesible everything is
How systemic faults are put on individual failure
Perversely and consistently violent
#neisvoid
Like just imagine being able to do that at your shittiest workplace ๐คฃ๐ #peepshow
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Every day in the corporate world I can understand just a bit more what Mark Corrigan did at JLB once #peepshow
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Having #disabilities health conditions #neurodiversity #mentalillness etc
Really radicalises you about how unfair the world is
It seeps into everything
How just inaccesible everything is
How systemic faults are put on individual failure
Perversely and consistently violent
#neisvoid