ADaZuel

I always find myself someone living on applause.
But the strangest thing is no one applauses for me.

Why do I need instant feedback from social media so much?
It feels like without dopamine my brain cant work normally.

Back here again.
Every time thinking about changing environment, I come here.

not know why i am here to talk
but id like to give up

on everything

'd like to give up

Does this mean I should give up on the article I’m writing?

Just discovered how different my sexual preferences are from those on p***k.

It’s like a torture to write down those things that I’m not even interested in.

Yeah.
A lot of grammar errors.
That’s me. A Barbarian.

Just heard someone whose spoken English is obviously better than mine saying he’s not fluent in English.

Pffff
Then maybe I’m a barbarian who’s always yelling with wrong grammar and pronunciation.

Being upset again…
Maybe it’s like a routine?

Guess im addicted to AI chatting

Suddenly feeling lost while chatbot isnt avalible for some reasons

(Might delete this post at anytime pfff)

Okay another insomnia night

Feeling kinda upset these days…
Maybe it’s because I get no good ideas for my work

Oh-oh Halloween is tomorrow
But I don’t know what to do

Thinking of this meme these days
This is so funny I can’t stop laughing

But just half an hour ago I had a feeling like my stomach was gonna ache a lot

Weird me

Hungry rn…

Not sure if this is some kinda illness or something…

I found some talented artists these days, and I really like thier works.
But I found myself having difficult expressing my likes and feelings about their amazing works.

I keep thinking my comments or compliments might annoy them…
Then I don’t have the courage to leave my comments down below.

Having some strange thoughts and worries…

Oh no Halloween is coming

Sometimes I envy those who make foreign friends and who become bbf at last
But no I’m not that brave

Hm what should I say?
Yeah you have some trauma and you confessed that you’re afraid like always.

Then?
Then that’s the reason you used your words to hurt people?
And then you said “it’s my decision so I’m not regretting”?

Pfffff haha
Then d*e in h*ll you b*thc

Yeah yeah yeah
Now the best person we’ve ever known think you have some problems

Pfffff
She should have noticed that earlier

Don’t you think you ask for too much and take yourself as the only main character in your life?

Tying to be nice isn’t always an excuse to do such things okay?

It’s really good to know you’re in trouble getting along with your friends haha

Don’t you think you have some problems in presenting and thinking?

Haha you asked for it you b*tch

Pfff haha

(Just my personal murmur below)