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TENNA MON MARI YOUPI YOUPI YOUPI YOUPI!!!!

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Tenna je t'aime je t'aime Tenna Tenna il m'aime oui il m'aime je l'aime Tenna je t'aime oui oui

Happt birthday!!!!!!

I know i sound like i make a victim of myself...
Look it's not that i want to portray myself that way, hell, i hate feeling like i'm worthless or unable to help, i know to well how it feels to feel powerless when it happens...

It's just i need to blow off stream, it's always bottled up, i'm tired

And my ex is also gone, for the better yes, i am better about this yes. But i can’t help but wonder if my issues are worse since or not

I mean, this is how it is right? Everyone's trying their best, i'm doing my best. Why would i ever mention how abandonned i feel...? It would upset everyone...

No auntie i don’t want to know about good energies and how the government is hiding everything from us when grandpa is dying

My two grandpas are also deceased

I know i feel like i'm exagerrating things but i feel like so many are gone around me

Everyone except my dad

(vent)

My brother barely talks to me I haven’t seen him in 2 years and a half
My sister it's better but I miss her too, i miss my siblings a lot i barely see them at all and they're so far away

My aunts? Either they only cared for the inheritance or one's anti-vax*

(vent, please you don’t feel the need to read it if you don’t want to)

Mom's gone from cancer

Grandma's gone from cancer

Grandma (my mom side) "Who are you? How dare you leave me all alone with HER" is gone from alzheimer

My cat's gone from her tumor and I saw her
*

Repeating this to myself in delusions Tenna is my husband he loves and cares about me Tenna is my husband he loves and cares about me

My abandonment issues kicking in shit

...Am I too negative...?
I'm sorry if I come across as too negative.
I need to vent a lot these days...

I feel incredibly bad for their ex, the survivors in all of this.
I can't bring myself to hate, I'm tired.

I don't deserve to be friends with these kind of people. I don’t even want to argue with them, I don’t even want to insult them, or yell at them. What is it going to change...? Nothing. What is done is done, right? That's their fault, and it's not my fault I thought they were better than they are

...I trusted them, i thought I could be their friend, I had fun moments with them, moments we'd share, laugh, argue...and for what...
I don’t actually know them. All I know is their friendly façade, and of course...I fall for it. I fall for it because making friends, it's so difficult.

...don’t you hate it when you discover, once again, an online friend of yours, who turns out to be a sexual abuser...?

I know it's not my fault, but it's just, hard. I lose friends over them being monsters.

All the sidekick stuff, i miss the cute interactions with Zelda and Link in spirit tracks, Ezlo yelling at you, Midna being a bitch to you at the beginning until she warms up to you

Link is just all by himself now

Why would you need sidekicks ?

The only one we got was Tri in Echoes of Wisdom...

I miss Link being expressive as well, don't get me wrong, BOTW/TOTK Link is a good one..., he has some cool poses and reactions ! But it's in the story i mean ! it's just i miss how much more emotive Link was in Skyward Sword, in Wind Waker...

I miss Zelda dungeons with unique atmospheres, they had unique layouts and puzzles, i know it got better in TOTK...but without items....

I might the title screens..the menu pauses..selecting your item...it had such cool UI, but now it's just minimalist interfaces

I miss when NPCs were dumb, quirky, had weird designs and story quests you actually cared about like in Skyward Sword. In BOTW, or TOTK, i don’t feel compelled to talk to NPCs like I usually do

I don’t want to get crystals as rewards for killing bosses like,,,, You don't feel rewarded idk ??

I want funny quirky sidekicks again like Midna or Lineback or Tatl

I want item progression, i want to feel like I'm becoming stronger and able to do anything at the end, not just straight at the beginning

I want caves, minibosses and dungeons to feel rewarding and fun to discover, not shrine n°67

Sigh...

I want old Zelda games back. I miss it

I don’t hate BOTW or TOTK it's just

It doesn’t feel like Zelda to me

Pspspspspsps

I miss Tenna

I love Tenna so much i need to hug him

Posted this on my art account but

Tenna showing me twilight princess now that's just the best thing in the world really

On a good note, something that comforts my brain.

Tenna showing twilight princess Tenna showing twilight princess i'm manifesting this so bad i want to draw this too

Oh shut up nintendo, you can’t buy me ! I'm not gonna pay 500€ + 70€ for games

Don’t i annoy everyone else...? Everyone sends me so much Tenna lately, i feel the need to reciprocate for my friends but i don’t feel like a good friend, i should be more caring towards their interests too i don't want to be selfish

Gosh i hate to share my true colors like this...i want to be better..