teruppin 🌸

I am back. 👀

You got this! 😊✨

Lol. I'm ruining my new found friendship agaaain. 😊✨

It's only been a week since I went to this city and I already feel like I've gained weight.

Aahhh. I hate this.

I would say yes.

I really should get back on my hobbies before March ends. 😣

I only went out to go to church. It's raining and I wanted to go home quick.

Have a blessed Sunday everyone. :)

Like oh my gosh I want friends but with this pessimistic personality do I even want to spread the bad vibes? Haha.

I'm trying.

Got myself drunk enough to fall asleep before 8PM.

Only to wake up 11:30PM and struggle to fall asleep until 4:30AM.

How to even sleep normally at this point?

Nothing fuels an Aries more than ✨spite✨

Breathing has been difficult lately. I'm not sick but I feel so troubled.

I don't know what it is anymore.

Ahh. I wish it goes away soon..

New husband to collect. Yes.

#Mydei #HonkaiStarRail #崩壊スターレイル

The utter disappointment of looking forward to an incoming game event but realizing you forgot to register to that said event.

And you have to wait another two weeks for it. 🥹🥹

I just want to cry. There's nothing else to look forward to anymore. Aaahh.

I've been feeling okay lately...
...This feels like a trap.

I like the glasses. Haha.

I don't need these feelings. Please delete. ;n;

I want to be babied. :(

I wish falling asleep was as easy as pushing a button.

I don't know what's happening with me but I started having a huge crush on someone 10+ years older than me. And because I am a kid to his eyes I am just being shoved off. 🥺

And I want to put on a tantrum because of it.. Like a kid.

Am I starting to have daddy issues? Is this obsession? Oh gosh.

“Why is everything so hard?”

“Because you have too many fucks to give.”

My bf decided to let my sister borrow money from him for her tuition.

I don't like the idea because she's a spoiled kid.

Now I want a pet hamster.

My only reason for not installing this game is my phone storage saying nopes. But absolutely cute character! 🥹

It's raining! 𖹭 and it's cold and dark. I love this weather so much.

I want this level of luck 🥹😂

Oh any current music repeats are:

𖹭 listening
⤷ CBZ (Prime time) by BSS
⤷ The Reasons of My Smiles by BSS
⤷ Forever and a Day by Abe Parker
⤷ Marilag by Dionela

My list for February, to anyone interested or have the same interests:

𖹭 watching
⤷ Blue Lock S2 (last 2 eps though)

𖹭 reading
⤷ Part of Your World by Abby Jimenez
⤷ The Apothecary Diaries by Natsu Hyuuga
⤷ Stephen Graham Jones

𖹭 playing
⤷Pokemon Go
⤷ Hay Day

Am I covering the fact that I don't have friends to talk to by playing multiple time-consuming games? Or am I playing time-consuming games to make sure I don't end up having friends that would just use me? Lol