Dark Side of The Moon

hey so if i actually catch myself becoming an abuser im grabbing the switch and full-autoing my 4head

"you cant love someone else if you cant love yourself"
"If you dont love yourself, how do you expect someone else to lo-"
nigga SHUT UP! I shoulda been fucking dead YEARS ago and im NOT! Why the FUCK do you expect me to have a plan when my plan was to die as soon as I turned 18 nigga?!

Imma be so reall imma kms in a year if i have to keep living like this

i was never enough to anyone was I?

oh, to feel chosen.

Ive been having the same nightmare for a few days now.. i couldnt do anything but run, and call for help.. but no matter how far i ran, nobody got any closer. my calls have ben met with silence in the darkness.

am I really alone?...

Overwhelming urge to dissapear and start again.

If I died tommorow, what would I be remembered for?

Im not living to 22, i know that for sure.

Damnit. Im bleeding again.