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Hi! I'm fish, a writer obsessed with TF2. Mostly BLU team Engiespy ze/hir + they/he 21

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Chapter 9: Bitterness
Summary: Spy felt sick. They hadn’t even started yet and his head still spun, as dizzy and nauseous as ever. He had to risk pushing through it for the sake of proving his worth. He wasn’t pathetic enough to not be able to fight. He was a mercenary, he was created to have blood on his hands. Most men would have gone insane under the torture he was put through, but he reminded himself time and time again that he was not like most men. He bled, died, and killed over and over again, but pulled himself up every time.

(AO3 Screenshot) Chapter 9: Bitterness Summary: Spy felt sick. They hadn’t even started yet and his head still spun, as dizzy and nauseous as ever. He had to risk pushing through it for the sake of proving his worth. He wasn’t pathetic enough to not be able to fight. He was a mercenary, he was created to have blood on his hands. Most men would have gone insane under the torture he was put through, but he reminded himself time and time again that he was not like most men. He bled, died, and killed over and over again, but pulled himself up every time.

Kill Me, My Dear - Chapter 9: Bitterness, is out now!
archiveofourown.org/works/613106...
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03.11.2025 20:22 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
Chapter 8: Apprehension
Summary:
Spy jolted awake after a moment, pulling himself out of Engineer's arms. He was practically gasping for breath, every inch of his panic completely audible.
“Hey- hey, woah, you're alright.” Engineer said softly.
“I… I-” Spy stuttered out, his hands coming up to feel his neck.
Spy quickly curled himself back up in Engineer's arms, and Engineer held him closely. Spy buried his face against the warmth of Engie’s neck, but didn't stop shaking.
Engineer rubbed his back softly, soothingly, “You're safe.” He repeated.

Chapter 8: Apprehension Summary: Spy jolted awake after a moment, pulling himself out of Engineer's arms. He was practically gasping for breath, every inch of his panic completely audible. “Hey- hey, woah, you're alright.” Engineer said softly. “I… I-” Spy stuttered out, his hands coming up to feel his neck. Spy quickly curled himself back up in Engineer's arms, and Engineer held him closely. Spy buried his face against the warmth of Engie’s neck, but didn't stop shaking. Engineer rubbed his back softly, soothingly, “You're safe.” He repeated.

Kill Me, My Dear - Chapter 8: Apprehension.
archiveofourown.org/works/613106...

Thanks so much everyone for getting this fic to over 100 kudos!
#tf2 #engiespy

19.07.2025 16:55 — 👍 2    🔁 2    💬 0    📌 0

chapter 8 of kmmd should be dropping tomorrow if everything goes well!

19.07.2025 04:08 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
The mercenaries of TF2, from left to right, Pyro, Engineer, Spy, Scout, Sniper, Medic, Demoman, Heavy, and Soldier. Drawn in grey with their glasses/reflections of their eyes in teal blue. Behind them is the shape of Miss Pauling's glasses, also in teal. They appear scared, fearful, and blank. There's a teal laser sight pointed at Sniper's head.

The text on the image reads "Severance AU Team Fortress 2"

The mercenaries of TF2, from left to right, Pyro, Engineer, Spy, Scout, Sniper, Medic, Demoman, Heavy, and Soldier. Drawn in grey with their glasses/reflections of their eyes in teal blue. Behind them is the shape of Miss Pauling's glasses, also in teal. They appear scared, fearful, and blank. There's a teal laser sight pointed at Sniper's head. The text on the image reads "Severance AU Team Fortress 2"

SEVERED FORTRESS - AN INTERACTIVE STORY EXPERIENCE

COMING SOON TO TUMBLR
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17.04.2025 17:02 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
 “You’re so gorgeous darlin’...” Engineer whispered as Spy’s lips pulled away from his, stroking his hand gently down the bare skin of Spy’s waist, “Can I kiss your neck?” He asked gently.

“Yes…” Spy replied softly. Engineer softly kissed his jaw, his beard brushing against his skin. He slowly worked his way down to Spy’s neck, gently kissing across the scar there.

“Ah…” Spy sighed as Engineer’s lips pressed gently against the sensitive skin of his scar.

“Does it still hurt?” Engineer asked softly. His breath was warm against Spy's skin.

“...Not as much anymore.” Spy murmured.

“You’re so gorgeous darlin’...” Engineer whispered as Spy’s lips pulled away from his, stroking his hand gently down the bare skin of Spy’s waist, “Can I kiss your neck?” He asked gently. “Yes…” Spy replied softly. Engineer softly kissed his jaw, his beard brushing against his skin. He slowly worked his way down to Spy’s neck, gently kissing across the scar there. “Ah…” Spy sighed as Engineer’s lips pressed gently against the sensitive skin of his scar. “Does it still hurt?” Engineer asked softly. His breath was warm against Spy's skin. “...Not as much anymore.” Spy murmured.

“Let me feel like this body is mine again. The way things were before.”
For the first time since Spy's head was returned back onto his body, Engineer and Spy share an intimate moment together.

This Body Of Mine - Explicit
archiveofourown.org/works/64256986

#tf2 #engiespy #practicalespionage

29.03.2025 20:26 — 👍 2    🔁 2    💬 0    📌 0
Chapter 7: Uncertainty
Summary:

    Spy rested his head against Engineer's chest. Engineer moved his left hand up to run his fingers through Spy's hair, but he stopped, hesitating.

    "Can I touch your head darlin'? I don't wanna hurt you." Engineer asked.

    "…Yes. Be gentle." Spy replied softly.

    "Of course sweetheart, I'll always be gentle with you." Engineer murmured.

Chapter 7: Uncertainty Summary: Spy rested his head against Engineer's chest. Engineer moved his left hand up to run his fingers through Spy's hair, but he stopped, hesitating. "Can I touch your head darlin'? I don't wanna hurt you." Engineer asked. "…Yes. Be gentle." Spy replied softly. "Of course sweetheart, I'll always be gentle with you." Engineer murmured.

Kill Me, My Dear - Chapter 7

archiveofourown.org/works/613106...

25.03.2025 13:32 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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5 star review on the completed digital letter commission! Thanks so much!

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10.03.2025 18:05 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Thanks so much to my first Etsy customer who was also the first letter commission customer <3 had a lot of fun writing a letter as Sniper

09.03.2025 20:11 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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work on chapter 7 is going well

04.03.2025 17:34 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Sorry for more advertisements! Trying to make some extra money to buy supplies for bracelets I wanna sell on my etsy <3

04.03.2025 17:33 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Will write OC content or even selfship if given examples to go off of. Will refuse requests that make me uncomfortable.

Check out my AO3 for examples of my work!

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04.03.2025 17:32 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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TF2 One Shot 2k Words Commission available on Ko-fi.com

TF2 2,000 word one shots are $20 on my ko-fi!

I will write anything! Gen content or ship, if you can think up an idea I'll probably do it. Can do graphic violence, and suggestive content, but no explicit NSFW. Basically anything up to mature rated is fine.

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#tf2

04.03.2025 17:32 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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Kill Me, My Dear - Chapter 6

Engineer and Spy wake up together. At breakfast, Miss Pauling visits to give Spy a warning.

archiveofourown.org/works/613106...

02.03.2025 23:06 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
fish | Linktree hi! I'm fish! Check out some of my links here

hi! check out links to my Ko-fi, Etsy shop, AO3 and more here!
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01.03.2025 12:12 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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TF2 Digital Letter Commission available on Ko-fi.com

Have you ever wanted a digital letter from your favorite TF2 comfort character? I will write a customized letter from a character to you! Your letter can be romantic, platonic, or even any other context you want. Only $10 on my Ko-fi!
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01.03.2025 11:54 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i know i said weekly but im finally working on chapter 6 of kmmd now after like a week </3 time goes by too fast

01.03.2025 11:50 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Last day of the sale! Use code "TF2" to get the half off deal!

28.02.2025 17:53 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Use code "TF2" to get half off, aka only $5 for 1k words!

27.02.2025 23:25 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Check out my AO3 for examples of my work!

archiveofourown.org/users/Aesthe...

27.02.2025 23:22 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I will write anything! Gen content or ship, if you can think up an idea I'll probably do it. Can do graphic violence, and suggestive content.

No explicit nsfw. Will write OC content or even selfship if given examples to go off of. Will refuse requests that make me uncomfortable.

27.02.2025 23:22 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
Paper with a quill and the TF2 logo. Text over top reads "TEAM FORTRESS 2 1,000 WORD CUSTOM ONE SHOT"

Paper with a quill and the TF2 logo. Text over top reads "TEAM FORTRESS 2 1,000 WORD CUSTOM ONE SHOT"

1,000 Word Custom TF2 One Shots are only $5 right now on my Ko-fi for a limited time.

Do you have a rarepair you want a one shot of? A specific dynamic interpretation people don't usually do? I'll do it! Also offering 2k, 3k, and longer if you message me.

ko-fi.com/bluengiespy/...

#tf2

27.02.2025 23:22 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 1

hi fans i have a bluesky now o7

27.02.2025 23:14 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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