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@oncill.bsky.social

country girl . . 21 yrs old . . it/she pronouns . . sound+film NC ↔️Tiohtià:ke/MTL guppy wonderland: http://oncill.fanlink.tv/guppy

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get ur freak on... we're horrible . Happy pride . thank u to friends for convincing me to put this out instead of leaving it as another Vault Rotter wanna hire me ? mix+master email in my profile links this was sta

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get ur freak on remix ^_^

01.06.2025 19:38 — 👍 4    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0

the eternal truth

25.12.2024 15:40 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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pic of me (dog) + pic of my cat (cat)

25.12.2024 02:57 — 👍 28    🔁 0    💬 5    📌 0

ofc ^_^

23.12.2024 02:16 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Have you seen Fred Kelemen’s Fate (1994) ? or Mark Region’s After Last Season (2009) ? those two were big for me this year and might be up your alley

23.12.2024 02:07 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

wow!!!!!!!!!!!

20.12.2024 05:50 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

amazed u know these … the 5th one Ghost of Yotsuya is soooo crazy

20.12.2024 03:57 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

he’s been responding to jk rowling tweets since at least last year with shit like « yup i definitely agree » it’s really not hard

19.12.2024 13:23 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

proud of u

15.12.2024 16:25 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

he’s been a fascist for years unfortunately

15.12.2024 04:25 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

my machine basically

07.12.2024 16:33 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

yuuuuuup

07.12.2024 15:59 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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cooking

07.12.2024 13:28 — 👍 26    🔁 5    💬 4    📌 0
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i'm premiering my new ep, global tourist assembly, at 22:00 CET (in ~8 hours) on my youtube channel with custom visuals.
see you there!

20.11.2024 12:40 — 👍 33    🔁 5    💬 3    📌 1

mabel i basically think that’s awesome af and so chill

19.11.2024 19:27 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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lazy morning beat

16.11.2024 15:42 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

sounds lovely … yes the fall has been kind to me , more freezing than raining though !

16.11.2024 04:43 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

aw thank u sm alexia !! miss you hope youre doing well ^_^

15.11.2024 08:11 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

brinn !!!! miss you my friend 🎊🎊🎊

15.11.2024 08:11 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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"one night i loved you"

15.11.2024 05:43 — 👍 11    🔁 2    💬 2    📌 0
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clearing old photography off my twt

15.11.2024 05:36 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

aw thank u ^_^ ya i feel rly grateful to be advancing in maxmsp so quick , i only picked it up a couple months ago

15.11.2024 04:24 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

she is

15.11.2024 02:06 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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miley

15.11.2024 01:59 — 👍 28    🔁 1    💬 4    📌 1

Yeah

14.11.2024 21:23 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Very, very good. Almost absurdly so. Composed of only 30 long takes over 2.5 hours, some of which are wildly dynamic. Slow moving but with this constant drum of motion that feels inescapable. Really amazing film and worth seeing

10.11.2024 21:13 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
A series of two reviews on the social film reviewing website Letterboxd . The first, for Bela Tarr's 2011 feature The Turin Horse, reads as follows: 

Really fucking scary.

I dislike media that portrays nihilism as something as thin as "a way of thinking" ; most of that type of discussion feels like the last gasps of onanistic white men who are so steeped in their privilege and burnt out on drugs that they have decided for themselves that nothing is worth anything anymore, and worse, that that is somehow a subversive and interesting take on life and meaning itself (See: that one monologue in 'A Ghost Story' [2017]) . I have to therefore assume that this film is Tarr's attempt at explaining himself: not to tell anybody how to think, but to assert that if one is not a nihilist themselves, then they must have very good reasons. Or, then, that our default state of living is misery; any further than that and it is of our own design.

And, to some extent, we must all feel that pulsating hum in the wind, the elements beating against us, pulling us down, and without any help we may be subsumed by that wind. Anything could feel helpless after enough of that, even a horse. In that sense, suffering is elemental, as in it is present constantly. A part of creation, a part of even the myth, as to suffer is to become unholy. And we become venomous through it, defensive, and less conducive to joy, freedom; holiness.

I, for one, embrace unholiness, embrace suffering, and find joy in (and past) it. As emo and boring as it sounds, this is how I survived being a teenager. But yeah, if I was a lonely Hungarian potato farmer with a really annoying suicidal horse, I'd probably kill myself. "On the seventh day, they rested..." The second, a review for My Little Pony, Equestria Girls, reads the word "Marijuana" in all caps.

A series of two reviews on the social film reviewing website Letterboxd . The first, for Bela Tarr's 2011 feature The Turin Horse, reads as follows: Really fucking scary. I dislike media that portrays nihilism as something as thin as "a way of thinking" ; most of that type of discussion feels like the last gasps of onanistic white men who are so steeped in their privilege and burnt out on drugs that they have decided for themselves that nothing is worth anything anymore, and worse, that that is somehow a subversive and interesting take on life and meaning itself (See: that one monologue in 'A Ghost Story' [2017]) . I have to therefore assume that this film is Tarr's attempt at explaining himself: not to tell anybody how to think, but to assert that if one is not a nihilist themselves, then they must have very good reasons. Or, then, that our default state of living is misery; any further than that and it is of our own design. And, to some extent, we must all feel that pulsating hum in the wind, the elements beating against us, pulling us down, and without any help we may be subsumed by that wind. Anything could feel helpless after enough of that, even a horse. In that sense, suffering is elemental, as in it is present constantly. A part of creation, a part of even the myth, as to suffer is to become unholy. And we become venomous through it, defensive, and less conducive to joy, freedom; holiness. I, for one, embrace unholiness, embrace suffering, and find joy in (and past) it. As emo and boring as it sounds, this is how I survived being a teenager. But yeah, if I was a lonely Hungarian potato farmer with a really annoying suicidal horse, I'd probably kill myself. "On the seventh day, they rested..." The second, a review for My Little Pony, Equestria Girls, reads the word "Marijuana" in all caps.

inside me there r two dogs or whatever

10.11.2024 17:49 — 👍 9    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

Massive influx of new followers from that one thread hiiiii

10.11.2024 03:07 — 👍 7    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

hrtcafe.net/Homebrew/inj...

06.11.2024 06:46 — 👍 140    🔁 52    💬 1    📌 0

i want my friends to be happy and live

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