Bluejay but weirder

I’m doing a 5k to raise money for UNRWA and they’ve got speakers right before from Gaza or aid workers and their literally making me cry like bro I have to go run three miles after this can you make me cry after

I think Lestat possessed Sam Reid a little too hard because WHAT DO YOU MEAN the edits I’m seeing on TikTok are driving me insane

This got to a weird part of bsky

Not gonna post about my shit on main because attention should be paid to the actual victims currently but damn did seeing Surena’s face and hearing her voice bring my own trauma straight to the surface goddamn

There’s something so visceral in those specific feelings, I would not wish them on anyone

My income has been so low this summer and I know it’s just like.. the state of everything but how am I supposed to advertise myself and ask for peoples money when there’s literally so many other things…

It’s really hard right now goddamn

Lolll this dress looks truly terrible on the model why didn’t they get someone with more curves

It’s different mentally for me to ask a friend who has a job and social life to fit watching my dog full time for a week into that life, vs paying someone who’s entire job is caring for him

If I wanted a friend to prioritize his care I would pay them too, so it wouldn’t save me that much $

It would have cost the same to have him at the sitter so 🤷🏼‍♀️

Never doing that again though haha

It cost so much because I flew to my sister’s to help her with traveling with my two nephews, who are 2 and 9mos

I still can’t believe that my flights cost me $100 (used points for non-business travel) and rikers flights cost $400 LOL

Yooo both fiction book clubs at Elliot bay this month are books I OWN AND HAVE NOT READ LETS GOOOO

Three babies and one adult on my recent family trip all got pink eye

The baby was snotty the whole time

I literally am more anxious about family trips than anything else and it’s because of these GERM FACTORIES

You would be correct

I literally just had ants in my pants do not recommend

lol I called Alaska because after all the hubbub about not being able to pay for my dog and “missing” the flight the payment went through FOUR TIMES

And the most they can offer for an additional 12hr in the airport/on a plane for two children 2&under and a dog is $75 (CREDIT)

Like?

They don’t need a reason they just make jokes at my expense because I mentioned wanting to watch it several times so now it’s a joke

Man… idk if I can explain it well but I suggested watching kpop demon hunters with my nieces because I really think they would like that and it feels like my entire family ganged up on me against it (except my nieces ofc)

Meanwhile whatever cartoon my nephew wants to watch is fine…

Ended up getting rebooked for an 11:30 flight which was late, connecting SFO>SEA>BOS so all in all yesterday was a poorly rested 4am (PT) wake up to a 1am (ET) airport pick up

And the nephews woke up (after getting to sleep at 2) at 8am

I’m dying

Woke up at 4am to get to the airport at 5:30, was a little later because parking and shuttle, but got to the airport at 6, only to be told that I was too late to check in (with riker) for my 7:20 flight

I used points from a non-Alaska card to buy my flight and because of that I can’t have a free bag (even though I used my Alaska card to pay for riker and etc)

Even though I was literally halfway through one of them I returned them all (I finished one, hadn’t started another) because I probably won’t be reading that much with seven niblings around anyway

Okay I’m leaving town tomorrow for a week

I have two library books I haven’t finished that are due

I can’t renew them because people are waiting for them

Do I bring them anyway to finish? Or do I turn them in unfinished and put another hold for later?

Oooh I could get DENIED from Columbia got it

So you’re telling me I could have gotten into an Ivy with my SAT scores

(I got a 2160 I believe?)

Did you literally blame me for my dogs anxiety? Like actually? Fuck off

“I don’t get edgy and my dogs don’t get bothered” well bully for you

I forgot Brent Spiner was in this aaaa

Watching Independence Day and imagining we have a president worth a damn

Excited for both my dog and me to be traumatized today ✌🏻

I wish I could also drug myself but alas I have to be responsible and soothe my terrified lil guy

Excited to see how much my insurance is going to cost me now without Medicaid assistance 🙃

On the product placement episode of the kdrama apparently 😂

Made an older woman laugh so hard at the market today. I had a bunch of candy and chips and chocolate as I walked by her and I said “do you think they can tell I’m on my period?” And it cracked her up