Eun Ah

i think i'm gonna blow up from waiting for her verdict. like i'm too deep under the sea and the pressure is going to blow me to bits while i hold my breath, the darkness is making me cling to every last light i see. i wonder if see sees me as patient...

i feel like she's just waiting for her last straw again.. i may be wrong but it sucks that i'm in this hell

finally took the meds i put off for a year... today, i just couldn't bear this uncomfortable feeling.

who do i tell when i'm scared and alone in the literal darkness? and pretty soon, have nothing to do? no candles, no flashlights. i guess, no one will ever know.

i'm starting to feel more distant from you. i'm too afraid to ask for help from you. when all i wanted was to stay by your side.

that's it then... i can only get it on dreams. how'd it come to this

i'm not confused.. just wondering what that was...

ughhh i feel so tired today but i got things done

october is around the corner. how is it already that time again?

stalker 👀

i'm obsessed with lizzy mcalpine! she's incredibly talented that sometimes i question if she's even human. what a class!

you wouldn't know... what i gave up... and what kind of heart i had when i chose to live with you.

TGED also concluded now! and 2 weeks before untold stories. i am gonna miss this era. it's so peak. i hope they do an anime and make it really great.

that friendship was kinda one sided wasn't it? it's okay if people just try to live their lives but i can't be giving 100 to people who only wanna spend 30 on me. i guess not all friendship survive

i think 2022 is my favorite year; it was a year of heartbreak and healing but ultimately, it was a year of new personal discoveries.

yeah. she's so fun to converse with

receiving a song as a way of reconnecting sounds sweet.

i'm so glad you and everything else found me the way it did. the timing was impeccable. i'm so happy.

that quiet emptiness you feel after the end of a story— it's quite jarring. you laughed, cried, enjoyed, destroyed, waited, loved and so on.. but all good things must end.. must.

it doesn't feel like it's been that long. it also doesn't feel longer. it's refreshing.

if she's not for me, then please take me away from here.

i read our old convos and i'm laughing out loud on my own here. i hope the distance brings you peace.

things don't feel as heavy as before. this must be what healing feels like.

i wanna go on a 3-5years vacation. seems like i have to prepare quite a lot for that to happen.

i'd rather starve than bother you for help.

it's almost fall again.. why does it feel like i'm always waiting for fall?

chest pains again 😖

i too, want to have everything i want.

the happy ending i so desperately wished before—is here. i am gonna miss jin joo and do yeon. love thy neighbor concluded well! i thought it was gomna break my heart like the summer you were there. what a journey!

i miss home so much.. i miss the silken tofu with strawberry syrup 🍓