Runa

kris, ralsei, and susie from deltarune stand in a lineup. kris points forward, ralsei readies healing magic, and susie holds her axe and magic at the ready.

little something to quench the ch 3+4 rot consuming me

✦ #art #deltarune #fantasy

But with lime tho...

Every day I just be yearning for a life i won't be able to have. Love is unreachable as I am no longer a desirable person. I was born to love. What's the point

I just want to cry forever I hate having all these feelings all the time but I know I'd be more unhappy if they were gone. How am I supposed to live like this

I feel like everyday I overwhelm myself into wanting to die just to make everything stop racing and hurting

Over thinking myself into so much pain. I keep wondering when I let my life become so seemingly unhinged. I know that overthinking is the problem but I genuinely don't know how to stop.

I just want to share warmth

I cried taking pillows out of a closet

I just have to continue to discipline myself to constantly be looking at what I'm doing wrong so I can hopefully not make more people hate me

I'm so sad that it feels like it's never meant to be. Feelings are hard. Especially going through puberty again making every bad feeling feel a million times worse, I just gotta find better ways to self regulate.

And im not really sure if any of this paranoia is real but gosh does my heart hurt :(

I just have to become hot and cool so everyone i like will already be in love with me

Its funny, I feel a little spoiled. Usually when I like someone they always end up liking me back and now I have to learn how to deal with this type of rejection.

Genuinely just yelling into the void rn not knowing how to talk about all these feelings I have for her knowing it most likely isn't mutual. And I just have to move on a try to stay friends. That sucks so much. My heart hurts

In stuck in a web of anxiety and self hatred from my brain weaving problems out of nothing. I am truly queen over thinker