Penni

I’m just tired, I cant leave. I cant do anything about it. I entirely expect to be shot and killed by the end of the trump term, if it ever happens.
If I somehow survive, ill be shocked, and grateful. But if I can leave and escape, i’m sure war will force my death anyways.

I need to escape.

Here I go complaining about politics again

I’m overwhelmed.
Ontop of trump’s lying about donating 10bil

Epstien files releasing more and more, “rituals” and eating babies

Ice agents shooting and killing legal citizens and average people in broad daylight, on camera

All with no consequences.

I need out of this country. Should I figure out how to make a gofundme?

Why am I like this. I was just having an amazing time with my girlfriend and suddenly my brain had a mood swing, and I just needed to leave and not talk to anybody. I needed to shutdown so suddenly and now I feel like a bad girlfriend and shes going to be mad at me. Fuck fuck fucking aaagh ;-;

Christmas is supposed to be a great time with family, but i’m scared to be..the topic of conversation during christmas. I dont present fem around them, or in public, but I asked one of the few supporting family members to buy kemonomimi gear. If she followed through, i’m scared of family topics.

I’m overwhelmed. Work is pushing me to my damn limit.
I feel like an asshole when I purposefully see peoples dms, and have to ignore and ghost them because I just dont have the energy to reply.

Thank you for lying to make me feel better ❤️ it helps

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I suck.

Nobody likes me.

Why do they even still interact with me if theyre just gonna be rude.

I think I’m actually quite fine with a democratic echo chamber right now. The right is really coming off as racist pedophilic nazis, so I’m gonna stay on the side that doesnt want people to die, thats fine by me

Politics suck.

I hate america. I’m going to die because of other peoples decisions.

I dont want to die holding all these secrets. I’m scared.

Today, I made a mistake. I tried to compliment a girl, and got shut down and told to leave. Just because I said she was pretty.

Bad girl. Bad girl. Bad girl. Bag girl.

My therapist just gave me some absolute bullshit.

I’m not going to be friends or respect anyone that doesnt agree with my gender.

That makes no fucking sense.

If you don’t think I’m a girl, you can leave, I wont miss you.

I did the thing again.

You named it.

A game studio just followed my nsfw acc…,I dont know how to feel about this. They have 7.2k followers, why are they following the porn girl.

Today, I noticed how much I have to look forward to. I have so many games that make me happy, I have so many shows, and Deltarune, Switch 2, and Phineas and Ferb release on the same day ❤️

Up to you. Not me.

My girlfriend is a sylveon.

Top 5 goes

Snom
Joltik
Chespin
Oshawott
Froakie

Peak ❤️

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Snom :D

pokemon makes me happy.

Recently I got into a bit of drama. Now I constantly get dms of harassment from people I dont know, they report my main account constantly. I dont know what to do. I cant make it stop, but since I havent been suspended yet I guess I just deal with it…? But I dont have a back up plan.. i dont know.