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๐Ÿค cuma mau barcode buat besok... Kasih ak barcode plisss

12.06.2024 13:29 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

saus dong

11.06.2024 16:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

baru main quest hsr, dr ratio ini nyebelin juga ya wkajkw

10.06.2024 11:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

IVE #1 june brand ranking reputation? padahal comebacknya gak ada first win? yeah it's about QUALITY.

10.06.2024 10:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

agensi kebanyakan gaya.

10.06.2024 10:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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lucu banget IVE "envied like a princess", padahal fansnya banyak anak-anak SD di sokor dan enggak ada yang merasa iri.

10.06.2024 10:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

even if he's the one who die first, when the time finally comes, he would be free. he wouldn't cry anymore. he wouldn't need to wait for tio to come home anymore.

10.06.2024 08:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

but it's all over now? what could he do to change it? theres no thing called 'dicorce' bc he still have a son and he didnt want to be apart with his own dad.

funny bc aven's also married with someone else. it's all no use.

cae closed his eyes: he just needed to wait until one of them to die.

10.06.2024 08:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

in his dream, he saw them still being together and his husband wasn't tio, but the blonde man. cae felt something weighing his heart, the what ifs keep coming back to back.

he wanted to be with aven, not tio. he wanted to run, instead of crying like a pathetic.

10.06.2024 08:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

until one day, when cae was feeling so down, he woke up and found himself crying. there was no tio besides him, the man might came home late as usual.

cae laughed.

he saw aven in his dream.

10.06.2024 08:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

all he could do is to support himself, writing on his phone's Journal App. he's still doing his job as tio's partner, but just for formalities. the couple also still sleeping on the same bed, but they hardly talked to each other.

10.06.2024 08:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

days becoming so suffocating to cae's throat. he's keeping everything from his own fam, even his own twin sister.

cae wanted to die. he's also unemployed btw since the marriage; all of his friends were having their own life and cae didnt want to bother them with his suffering.

10.06.2024 08:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

tio often mad at him, his words were rude and hurting him. the man came home very late every night, sometimes he's also drunk. tio hardly texted him. they didnt talk that much at home either.

10.06.2024 08:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

yet 5 years later, tio slowly became... different and cae found it difficult for him. he didnt enjoy his times with ratio anymore, now all the man could do is making him crying alone. cae kind of feel... depressed. he wanted to go out, he felt imprisoned, he couldnt be himself.

10.06.2024 08:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

they adopted a son. they lived a happy life together as a family. theres nothing wrong with their marriage, although cae and tio fought a lot since they dont really have things in common: hobbies, ambition, habits, circle of friends, way of thinking.

10.06.2024 07:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

cae thought, he's old now he shouldn't be playing around anymore and marry someone. stelle also suggested him to stop dating ppl.

but actually... none of themโ€”cae and tioโ€”loved each other. the marriage was just for biological and social needs.

10.06.2024 07:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

what if aven never found out? what if aven forgave him and they would have been stayed together? years after years, he graduated from college, got job; at the period, cae dated many men and women

until cae ended up marrying a doctor who's 10 years older than him, Ratio.

10.06.2024 07:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

crying on his father, welt. but cae couldnt do anything, it was all over and it was all his fault: cae cheated with someone else.

both of them continued their own life without hearing abt each other since. cae lived his life with loneliness and regrets. what if he never cheated?

10.06.2024 07:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

#avencae #tiocae

i wanna make a story based on my parents' marriage life. aven is actually first love and the only one who owns caelus' heart. but sadly, abt 10 years ago when they were still together, cae broke aven's heart.

aven really loved cae, too. after their breakup, cae found aven was-

10.06.2024 07:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

kayaknya karena updatenya terlalu tiba-tiba karena gw ngepostnya sneak-peak jingcae, tapi malah yang dipost dancae wkwkwk

09.06.2024 15:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Agak aneh karena seperti lompat.

09.06.2024 15:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

seharusnya memang ada judul
ketiga yaitu 'Cadance', tetapi karena sudah dipakai untuk judul epilog, jadinya gw pakai 'Etude'

09.06.2024 15:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

hi

09.06.2024 15:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Adagio-Brusque Universe has been updated with a few tweets about the convo between our former ketos and delinquent, who are getting married soon. But they might still have things to talk. #dancae

๐Ÿ–‡๏ธ x.com/aetherjogja/...

09.06.2024 15:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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08.06.2024 11:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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hmph.

08.06.2024 16:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

dear, priest.

08.06.2024 16:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

copywritingnya bagus tapi lama kelamaan cringe dan bikin bosen

08.06.2024 16:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

UI nya udah asik, mirip thread sih sebenernya. semoga bisa lebih fungsional dan lebih nyaman digunakan seperti X.

08.06.2024 16:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

brul... rela menjadi housewife/husband di rumah dan mengerjakan 10000 pekerjaan rumah demi istriku yg cantik JANG WONYOUNG

08.06.2024 16:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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