quill/jc

i am fucking terrified lol

was super hyperfixated on the beginnings of WWII back in late elementary school and this is giving me flashbacks. we are literally gonna be a country run partially by a neonazi. i'm so stoked /s

i've had a lot of experiences in the past where i thought someone was my friend and i confided in them or teased them like i do with my longtime friends and they back off or tell me that "we're not that close" and the amount of times that's happened is just... super discouraging :(

LOL yea sometimes, big chats scare me and i have a lot of difficulty determining my relationship with others- i question whether or not people are my friends a lot cause it's impossible for me to tell so i don't say hi most of the time cause i'm not sure if it's weird to them or not </3

buh wuh HUH
impossible i look up to YOU you're so infinitely cool?????/

sometimes i wonder if people look up to me like i look up to others. i wonder if anyone's gotten excited that i followed them back, or that i liked their post, or that i said hi to them in stream chat... i don't know how i exist to other people and it makes my brain hurt sometimes

oh i've been asked that question before!! i told them i had their ip address :)

did a thing (finally fucking reorganized)

it is now

i literally don't even think you're wrong

the lizard people are real and it's me. i'm the lizard people.

damn, i should run for office /j

why can't i regulate my body temperature. what's up with that. what.

okay so yesterday it was Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin and Break Stuff by Limp Bizkit
today it's Dance Floor Anthem by Good Charlotte (and also still Break Stuff)

any bets on tomorrow's song to loop

woe, gay people be upon ye
#parkourcivilization #parkourcivilisation #seavbo

how the fuck do hashtags work help

whoops i got myself addicted to two (2) songs at the same time

yes i will post this.

somewhere.

i swear to fucking god i thought i posted this on my main for a second and i nearly burst into flame

how do i explain to my mom that the doodle she saw me panic and flip off of was men kissing

I'm trapped

apparently theres a sequel
alarm set for 12:30
woke up at 10

what the fuck

YOU call it disassociating. I call it pressing f5 to gain a whole new perspective. we are not the same

im bored so heres the year make and model of every car ive ever driven (that i remember)
1991 honda accord
1999 honda civic
2003 toyota camry (last car)
2010 honda civic (current)
2010 subaru outback
2013 toyota prius
2017 toyota prius
2020 subaru forester

yeaaa its definitely a nap day hopefully

I've tried man it ain't working

also my cats keep jumping on my bed and making it so I can't actually roll over

I can't fall back asleep rip lmfao
well ig I'll be up up when my new car gets delivered

my alarm is set for 11am
it's 7:30
WHY THE FUCK AM I UP HELP

seawatt would definitely pull out the "you're so cute when you're mad" card and you cannot tell me otherwise
(could be platonic or romantic :b part of a larger doodle page i've been working on)

#seavbo #parkourcivilization

dude lol i feel like i'm getting first follows all over again bc now people can actually see my stuff and i've been followed by random cool people here and there- dairy, isabel, poundy- i am SCARED /hj

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my brain hurts i can feel myself losing motivation to draw :(

so what IS the context????

pulls out blowtorch

"you are rate limited" i will eat your fucking shoes