Dess

gas station pit stop

Not me cleaning my desk finally just so I have a nice spot for my Zooble plushie U///U

And a spot for Tenna.... WHEN I GET HIM!

Anyways, more secret wips. Just some really rough sketches for my comic I have on my sub star.

Tries to joke with friend about being locked in to game, with my paci and sippy at the ready. And they just got weirded out and now I feel like:

"Ah yes, I remembered why I just never ever talk to people about my interests. Back to hating myself and never enjoying anything."

I've been at baby fur con all week and it's freaking awesome. I hope everyone who wants to can come next year.

Also once again on the verge of a panic attack at the thought of being at a con where nearly everyone will know who I am. I can't wait for all the "Wow I thought you were a man." comments that make me want to die!

Suddenly very sad that I can't take my Tenna plush to BFC because I wont have him til next year UnU.

So I'm going to a babyfur con and I'm nervous. The closer it gets, the more those body dismorphia thoughts creep up on me. I'm both over weight and don't like being afab. Every time I go to bab meets, people always go "Oh- I thought you were a man." and instantly avoid me. Makes me feel like shit.

My favorite is the dude who keeps asking people if they're excited for the Lakers game and then asks a DJ at a virtual bar to announce the game is on at 7:30. Like it's so silly.

After watching a few, I started thinking it was all scripted, so I decided to pop into VRchat. And no... no... it is so not faked. I was only in for a few minutes and witnessed so many things I wish I could forget.

But at least someone let me copy and save their cool Roaring Knight avatar.

I'm addicted to watching VRchat trolling videos, at least the light hearted ones. I am so for people just having fun playing pretend online, but some of these people literally need to touch grass.

Imagine saying you're a demon and you've offed 1000s of people while watching mlp in a daycare xD

But I'm here for the ride and I like all versions and theories xD Though I agree with your other post, I think he was always the same size.

I always imagined it as like, the current version of him is like, him with his shell melted off? Like all Addisons get different shells that make them better equipped to market specific areas and all of them look like the puppet underneath. And the acid melted it off. But that's just a head canon 😎

I'm the same way. Like it's just fun to take part in something so raw and personal to most people.

I think in time that goes away. Just need to push past it a little more every time! Remind yourself that all artists suffer from the same thing. And it's better to have made something at all. Also, there's nothing wrong with "bad" art (though it's not bad!). Plus you can always redraw anything!

I keep meaning to ask! Can I like, draw some of this too <w< I don't want to steal your ideas but I love them!

Ben, an anthro wolf in suit sits on a chair tied up and someone points a gun to his head. He looks at the viewer concerningly and says "Hey guys, don't worry about me! I consented to this! Yes, it looks like I got kidnapped and I'm about to get shot, but actually it's all a play, an act! Never kidnap in real life! It's bad! Seriously, please don't..."

kink art in 5 years be like

#furry #furryart #digitalart #art #oc #originalcharacter #shitpost #doodle

A lot of it is a habit. You need to get used to it and fight the urges to quit, to constantly redo it to make it "better", to get distracted. Once you get past those, it comes naturally.

It's a long term dopamine hit. We've all gotten so used to the instant stuff so it feels unnatural.

I feel so guilty poking someone about a commission. Like, it's been 7 months now, but never feels good for me to bother someone. But hotdog I really want that thing I bought lol

There's a server for this <w<

I really want to talk to people about my kinks, if you can call them that. I want to feel normal. Like- in my brain, I feel if I can just tell the right person about how I feel, I wont be ashamed of it anymore. But I know that will never happen.

Sometimes I just get in these moods where I want to talk about something on my mind. To the point where I feel like I'm going to explode if I don't get my thoughts out to someone. But I feel guilty and 9/10 when I do say it, no one cares.

And then I remember I need to get tested for ADHD lol

Talking to my mom stresses me out so much. Going to start losing my hair again.

Sigh. Man ever since my friends met this one person, they've become so toxic at playing games. Drives me nuts. Like the second we lose a game they immediately get angry and give up.

Me when people draw Spamton with a tiny tail:

My cat: Meooooooaaaaw

Me across the house: Meooooooaaaaw!!!!

My husband in the other room, talking to a technician, trying to ignore us:

Omg this is so smart. I wonder if I can find someone to do that to my Tenna one that's better than I am at sewing xD You should get one of those build a bear scents too!

Thank you :D

No thank you! And they're adorable. 10/10 more please.

Note: I have come to the realization that I only have 4 followers. Good. Even more exclusive!