august

been like pretty depressed lately not to mention got some crazy anxiety. still powering through though

i'm so fukkin' nervous whenever i hook up with friends 'cause 99.99% i won't actually get off. I have to like know ya for many many years, and the new environment doesn't help. but how do i explain that i still had lots of fun haha

oh so that's what it feels like to get off after not doing it for 10+ days 😵‍💫

me losing my sense of smell for 10 months (and counting) now is probably some universal punishment for talking about how much bad body odors and just bad smells in general are such a huge turn off for me lol

struggling to focus at work today. horny thinking about friends 😵‍💫

the person that decided it was cool to jump on top of me and dry hump me unprompted at a room party joined a call I'm in :)

I’m a one on one kinda guy when it comes to intimacy. I don’t like fooling around with people if there’s more than one person in the room, also don’t really like talking/joking about sex stuff in a group setting -u-

lol sorry today is an extra bipolar day haha

this meme is endlessly hilarious to me

where's that vid of you cumming with sound on

a few years back i like low key got a boner after seeing one of my super ace friends in his boxers while he was changing in front of me

i still feel bad about it lol

owo

will prolly delete later

also I have like a mediocre physique and don’t want people to see it not clothed lol

i don’t like getting naked for sex, i hate getting naked. I don’t got time for that. literally just pull my pants down and slip my junk out of my boxers

🤷‍♂️

uwu

it’s pretty easy to talk me into taking my pants off tbh

fursuit hand jobs hit different 👌

me awkward as hell to a friend: hey, remember when we were in our early 20s and use to fuck around w/ each other every time we met up

yeah, its been 6 years since we did that and I kinda miss doing that with you 😳👉👈

how to ask friends that i wanna watch them jerk off more without sounding weird

one time i went up to a friend's room for back rubs and they ended up doing this. was in so much fukkin bliss, omg.

anyone wanna suck my dick

I’m gonna get pantsed 😳

please don’t take any offense to this, I’m just speaking out loud and getting thoughts out there. I’m still someone that’s trying to figure himself out.

my favorite cons the past two years have been solo ones where I’m usually adopted into new friends groups/ forced to find groups like the ones I love so much. biggest case of this is how I’m so unexcited for mff vs how pumped I am for fc where these friends will be and potential for new ones is high

which isn’t bad per se some people just don’t click w/ others I get it and it’s something I need to stop focusing on. still always down to jam out or play games when I’m in the mood ofc. though I need that stimulation of being loved and made to do new things rather than the same over and over again

I have like severe anxiety and I’m afraid of ending up alone. Which is why I try and divide my time equally among all my friend groups but that’s just not sustainable. I feel like some of these groups have me as just a music or game buddy and don’t really care about me other than for that.

not to mention, they also introduced me to a lot of things that at first I was a bit shy and hesitant to do but ended up having the most amazing time dancing the night away. Realizing more and more that I need to focus my time on these folks for my own mental health and happiness.

I have lots of thoughts after this past weekend. spent a good chunk of time focused on three friend groups rather than chase everyone and it’s been amazing. it’s so nice to be apart of something where I feel like I’m loved and people are genuinely interested in things about me/stuff I’m into.