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i always aspire to be the one asian artist that draws insanely good art of rareship but unfortunately i am not at the art level for that

drawing women is either heaven or hell because i can either use boobs to cover up mistakes or i experience hell while drawing, the boobs

really need to get back to playing helios & megido72 but im so slow at drawing ahahahahhahahah nervouslaughter

Wow... Gay people

and theyre like huh maybe Fuuka has a crush? and Takaki explains the concept of a crush to Aston who listens intently and realises that he has a pretty bad crush on Takaki

fuuka realises something is weird when she goes to school and starts reading romance stuff with her friends and is like Wait... I think my brother may have a boyfriend... and she starts trying to wingman for Takaki by asking Aston to come over more often but both are equally dense

takaki probably thinks about asking aston to be more than friends but doesnt want to pressure aston and its like yes... lets stay friends... yeah... i think im good with friends... while aston has no idea what the concept of conventional friendship is and hes like is this what a friend is?

aston takaki rship is so funny bc takaki is always going to try to be respectful of astons boundaries while aston really likes takaki but is really bad at vocalising so takaki keeps apologising while aston is like no... no ... dont apologise ..

takaki kisses aston for the first time ... aston lacks the vocabulary to respond and freezes up, takaki starts apologising profusely about not thinking about astons feelings to which aston kisses takaki back to shut him up

maybe need to stop liking suic1dal self sacrifice charas But ibo its so good... its so terrible... its so good... toxic relationship central so true...

man actually wanna be more annoying about ibo but as always idw to talk about my ship on main (cue toyo starts rambling on bsky Again)

저도 이 의상 너무 좋아서 커미 맡길 때 맨날 이거로 부탁합니다,,

この衣装が一番好き

not been looking at TL for a few weeks Im sorry if I missed something... need to reply to the messages Ive racked up...

people at work told me that ill probably be fine and its best not to look back on decisions but my recent ones have been incredibly high investment with questionable returns so yeah . im terrified what the future holds for me esp with my track record of mental issues

not superstitious or religious but im still quite scared about my recent decisions and if theyll hurt me in the long run so this was really reassuring

ehehehe no i wont shut up about this yes i will probably think about this trip for a year+

on voicechat with people I know maybe

We visited Dazai Osamu memorial something because of this one friend whos really into classical lit and I think I managed to translate most of the stuff the lady working there was explaining to us ...its a shame I dont have the time like I used to to study JP but I hope one day I can start chatting

JP was nice as always & was really interesting to visit with my hs friends... I feel like maybe I can actually talk if I take One more trip there... Im so bad at speaking myself but I think I can understand most speech now at least

increasingly feel that maybe i can give up fandom if im busy because i have not had the time to draw anything recently but also. i picked up some really nice comics during my trip and theyve motivated me sm... i need to draw something before school starts

back from my trip... everything hurts....

honestly im not sure im making the right call in taking a chance and going to grad school ah,,, i want to stay in research if i can & i do need the credentials but also im not sure i have the potential to manage during my time there so its quite frankly terrifying but idw to work corporate 5ever

dude im leaving my job this week and im so fed up with the everything already wdym its not even tuesday

나 한정으로 철은 전혀 젠더 생각 안 해도 되는 장르인 게 너무 마음이 편안함 일단 철단소속이면 웬만해서는 걍 시젠남자임 ㅇㅋ? 자 이제 상탈도 보여줄게 ㅋㅋ 이러니까

내 트윗 쓰는데 너무 미친빠 같아서 부끄럽다

아니근데 일단 부모를 죄다 죽이고 시작해서 부모 서사가 거의 없는 거도 너무 편견 x고 대단햇음 이거대단한거야

휴먼데브리 설정은 살짝 나이브한 느낌이 있다고는 생각하고 성역할에 대한 부분도 살짝 아쉬운 부분이 있긴 한데 이렇게까지 억지로 다양성 안 밀어놓고 걍 순수하게 편견 x인 작품도 찾기 어려워서 그게 너무 좋다고 생각햇음 그래서 까이는 부분도 뭐래 저게 꾸밈 없는 #진짜 야... 로 생각하고 넘어가게 됨 진짜 거대예산으로 그런거니가만들어야되 를 만들어줘서 고마워요 (틀릴 시 : ㅈㅅ제가 철빠라그럼)

저는 철은 언피씨해서 오히려 제 정신병을 안 건드려서 그게 좋다고 생각햇음 일단 그냥 아무도 학교를 안 다녔고 사회적으로 학습된 편견이 거의 없는 게 너무 대단햇음 맛킈도 페도인 게 그냥 괜찮은 세계관인데 동성애에 관한 편견도 전혀 없고 그냥 전체적으로 우와 가족... 좋아! 하는데 심지어 거기서도 그치지 않고 소년가장+여동생+친구라던지 폴리아모리라던지 하렘 등 다양한 가족형태를 걍 다양하게 보여줘서 너무 대단(?)했음

보고 진짜감동받앗어요 복 받으십시오...오래사실겁니다