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This might also be depression posting.
That I feel powerless and unable to do anything about things I literally do have the ability to change.

My brain is convinced I can just throw it all out and start over, and I need my heart to get on board before I get buried in fabric and sewing patterns and books and balls of yarn and little containers I think would be useful to store things in that I never store anything in.

Really got hit by the messy apartment feels tonight

Can't organize the piles of stuff because there's piles of stuff in the way of what you wanna organize

2025 Pride Scarf Proceeds from this scarf will be going to Prism Health.

Wait, found it on the Timbers Army merch page
nopityoriginals.com/collections/...

Trying to display a soccer scarf hanging on my wall that says Trans People Belong in black text on a background made of geometric shapes in trans colors.

Yeah, they have pride ones, and a few trans specific pins and patches, but this one is 100% trans focused

Guide to not doomscrolling:
Don't scroll.
Everything is just first post on the feed and log off.

Dang, I bought a Rose City Riveters trans one last year, but that was in person and I can't find them online

It's fun. You should.

Sticker for Magica Riot on a bike rack. It's been on there long enough to have some scrapes from bikes parked there.

Found one of @magicariot.com's stickers in the wild.

Yeah, my brother on my friend's shoulders.
One of the band members laughed.
Security made them stop.

I'm probably gonna be ok with a lot of mixes, with the caveat that it also depends on if I know other people there.
All strangers? Way more queers please.
A friend or two there? I'll probably be fine with almost whatever mix of people is there.

Is it pretty normal for all the vehicles to head in & out via Macadam? Or do some come and go via Moody & Bond?

For sure. Like, are co-workers around or are they currently off on break or something

From images in that thread, I'm pretty sure that this post of mine is about the Brian asshole. Guess I'll actually just heckle him about getting run out of Salem if he ever comes by again.

Not OP, but I'm pretty sure it's not listed because of this follow up reply of theirs
bsky.app/profile/half...

When walking around, sometimes I play the game, "Can I see a Subaru on this block?"
I can't remember ever losing.

And really, I think all it means is that I'm slightly more ready to brake. Because it certainly hasn't cut down the number of close calls.

I think my brain has subconsciously picked up some stuff that drivers do, but like, it's not perfect, and I couldn't tell you what they are.
It's just moments of it screaming "watch out for that car" built on years of close calls.

Antidepressants would work a lot better if it was like,
Every time you take your Lexapro, a transphobic politician dies.

Owwwww
I'm gonna say, even if your coordination has improved, maybe still don't try it?
Like, maybe rock climbing should be your limit. But toprope, so you don't have to take ground falls.

Basically
I tried being into it, got good at walking on railings, but that was about it

AAAAAAAAAHHHHH

I have questions about the breadboard. I 100% hope they used some conductive wire with their yarn and that it actually kinda works as a result.

It's like trying to get over a wall by throwing yourself at it repeatedly, and then deciding that running into the wall is actually kinda fun

Could make the argument Depreston belongs in there too.

Nightmares!
And when you're still learning to read your knitting too

It's been done in squares, so right now, it's better suited to a game of Tetris than anything else.

Anyways, if there wasn't colorwork in what I just finished, I'd say, just knit it in undyed yarn and dye it black after you're done.

There are mistakes in the hat, and they just...disappear. I know they're there, but, like, I tried laddering back to fix something, and like, couldn't see what I was doing. It's all just...a black yarn black hole.