mae!

Someone needs to create another game with the acronym "TF2" so that everyone gets even more confused when it's used.

drawing of my fursona piper going "chat i am so fucking tired"

worst streamer of all time

The number of times that I've been lurking in Dead by Daylight streams and seen people asking how the streamer has unique coloured scratch marks is astounding. Read the patch notes!!

This is why I don't go for grabs anymore.

Honestly, I take photos based on a vibe and caption them with how I feel about them

Don't leave me here.

Why would you breed macaroni

Tryptophobia is so weird man, just let those holes get married.

Deathslinger's chain break bug was not fixed.

After seeing how people get treated when they post their selfies online, I think I will never show my face again.

DBD got me down lately because of the 2v8 queues, so I solo/duo queue'd to Platinum in Rainbow 6.

📢 ICYMI: We announced the Cosmetic Contest Roadmap on our November 2025 Community Stream last friday!

If you'd like to learn more about the contest, you can watch the VOD here!
👉 https://dbd.game/44jO8zQ

I'm funny sometimes

One of my favourite pastimes is reading public Discord server chat messages. It's like watching animals in a zoo. "Oh, here comes the instigator. They're going to piss everyone off!"

Does anyone else ever hear songs in their head that don't exist, that they wish they could make, or is that just me?

One of the biggest liars of all time

Going to update the thumbnail when I'm not exhausted. Sucks to see this one performing so poorly to start though. Feels like I'm being pigeonholed into the "DBD complaints video essay" category, and I don't want that at all. It's taxing being a negative bitch all the time.

Chromer

YouTube video by ShinyCatMae Copycat Challenge BUT I Can't Repeat Perks!

Attempting the DBD copycat challenge, but with a twist! youtu.be/qqBXwgj7TRE

Here's the intro to my next video! I'll have this done in the next week or so~ #dbd #deadbydaylight #challenge

Something that DBD doesn't tell you when you first try the game is how punishing the game is, and how few mistakes you can make as a player if you want good results.

I'M GONNA RIP MY FUCKING VOCAL CORDS OUT AND DISAPPEAR FROM THE INTERNET ENTIRELY SO THAT THE MEMORY OR THOUGHT OF MY MASCULINITY IS GRADUALLY FORGOTTEN

IT KEEPS FUCKING HAPPENING RAAHHHH

Man, I'd be getting into so many more casting opportunities if Rainbow 6 wasn't my main esport. I browse the BroadcastGG Discord regularly, and it's all Valorant, Marvel Rivals, and Overwatch, with some Rocket League sprinkled in.

*gulps nervously, wipes a comical amount of sweat off my brow* is... is that good? (i'm terrified, thank you!!!!)

YouTube video by ShinyCatMae 2025: DBD's Disaster Year

youtu.be/5NcB1R8_uuc 2025 has been the year of disaster and burnout for DBD. I took it upon myself to recap the year to see how we got to this point.

I've seen a lot of people commonly misconstrue horror as "things that scare me." If something isn't scary, then they don't consider it horror, and that feels like an erasure of the genre on multiple levels.

I guess I haven't done a lot to earn respect. That's fine. I'll talk less.

Random 1 AM thought, but I feel like nobody takes me seriously. I get it, I can be lighthearted and goofy. Quite often though I get talked over, I get misgendered, I get deadnamed, and it feels like I'm not wanted in a lot of spaces.

It's nearly 6 AM and I can't sleep so I very haphazardly put together a straw page if you wanna send me anon questions: shinycatmae.straw.page